we were both early to the first meeting,” she murmured against his skin.
“It wouldn’t have mattered. It would have been the same outcome,” Connor returned. “Go to sleep, Erin.”
“Bossy.” He was wrong, she decided. Everything they did, every action and reaction, mattered with people like them. As his breathing evened, a tiny spark of doubt caught her just before she joined him in sleep. She’d been reacting on impulse, on the need to survive for so long, without a thought for another person. No one had mattered enough to hinder her actions until now. How would she react next time a threat arose and her instinct shouted at her to run? How would he react? With this job, with her past, she would eventually face danger, be it her stepfather or something unseen. Would this bond that strengthened with each passing day end up being her Achilles’ heel? Or worse, his?
Chapter Sixteen
Connor took the headset Derek handed him and slung it around his neck. Early that morning, while still in bed with Erin, he’d gotten a phone call from the captain requesting his presence at the meeting spot. Austin had gotten restless being sidelined and come up with a plan to make himself useful. Unfortunately, that plan required more than one person present and since Bowen and Sera were getting married that afternoon, that meant he’d had to leave Erin naked in bed. It didn’t help matters that she’d stared at his morning wood like it was a gift from God as he grudgingly dressed himself in jeans and a T-shirt.
On his way out the door, she’d gotten a phone call of her own. Sera wanting to know if she’d come over and help her get ready for the impromptu wedding. He’d leaned against the front door and watched the multitude of emotions flit across her sleep-softened features. Flustered surprise, self-consciousness, irritation. He’d had to drag himself out the door or he would have kissed her right back into bed. Spent the afternoon seeing what other expressions he could put on her face, starting with rapture.
Goddamn, she made him feel things. He’d always been dominant in the bedroom, but last night had been on a whole different level. She’d unearthed something primitive inside him, something so intense it had almost been alarming. But he wouldn’t bury it again for anything in the world. No, he wanted to cultivate it and see how far she’d let him go. As she’d lain on the kitchen table beneath him, body slick with sweat, he’d felt taken over. Feed her, comfort her, care for her. Commands inside his head that had no known origin, but there they were, begging to be obeyed. It felt like a homecoming. Like she’d fit something together inside him that had been detached. Now it was electrified, bringing him to life.
“There some reason you’re growling at me, Bannon?”
It took Connor a moment to focus on Derek where he sat in the van beside him. They were parked two blocks away from Maxwell Stark’s office, waiting for Austin’s voice to come through their headsets. “I didn’t eat breakfast,” he finally answered.
“Right.” Derek tossed him a PowerBar, cleared his throat a little uncomfortably. “It doesn’t get easier leaving them in the morning. Believe me, I know.”
Considering how the captain had reacted when they’d simply shaken hands with Ginger, Connor was a little surprised he’d brought up something so personal about their relationship. Although he suspected Derek was a control freak and wanted to be aware of the inner workings of his squad more than anything. “Yeah, well. It’s even worse when it’s fucking Austin that drags me out of bed. Explain to me again how he came up with this idea?”
Derek hit two keys on his laptop and crossed his arms. “Polly was able to get Stark’s meeting schedule for this afternoon. He’s meeting with a corporation looking to set up shop in town, but without some red tape being eliminated, it would cost them a lot of time and money. All Austin’s research, by the way. Turns out he’s not as useless as you thought.” He put the headset to his ears a moment and listened before lowering them again. “Austin had a hunch there would be a bribe offered at the meeting. So we called and rescheduled for first thing in the morning.”
“But instead of the CEO, Austin is going to walk in.”
“And offer the bribe,” Derek confirmed. “I thought it might be too risky. If he fails, we