this steady.”
Without a word, iAm went across the tiled floor and put his hand on his brother’s, stopping the vibration. “Let me help.”
Trez didn’t jump. Didn’t start. But his eyes shifted over, and oh, God, those eyes … they were black pits of sadness.
And that was when iAm knew that this was not bad, but BAD.
The male wasn’t terrified.
He was already in mourning.
Trez wasn’t immediately sure who his savior was. Didn’t recognize the hand that joined his own, even though it looked almost exactly like his. Didn’t track the new scent in the room. It wasn’t until he looked up that he saw …
iAm, of course.
As if it would be anyone else.
The image of his brother got wavy. “iAm, she’s…”
He couldn’t say the words. His thought processes literally flatlined sure as if he’d had a stroke or something.
“Let’s hold the plate,” iAm said. “Together.”
“You should be behind the lead thing.”
“No.”
Trez wasn’t surprised iAm hung in, and he mouthed a thank-you, because he didn’t think his voice was functioning any better than his brain or that hand of his was.
“Let’s get as still as we can,” Doc Jane said. Then there was a brief whirring sound from the machine and Doc Jane and Ehlena came back at the table.
iAm was the one who handed the plate over—and good thing, because Trez would have dropped it. Screw his hands, his whole body was shaking.
“Thank you,” Doc Jane said. “I think we have enough now. Do you want to call the others in?”
Trez shook his head. “May I have a moment with her?”
“We need to stay in to look at the X-rays.”
“Oh, yeah, I know. I just…” He glanced to the door, and knew those people had as much right to be in here as he did. Actually, they had more.
“Trez,” Doc Jane said gently. “However you want it, that’s how we’ll do it.”
But what did Selena want? he wondered, not for the first time.
“Look,” Doc Jane murmured, “there doesn’t seem to be an emergency issue right now. There will be time for the others to come in later—and if her condition changes? We’ll make different choices depending on where we’re at.”
“Okay.” He nodded toward his brother. “But iAm. I want him to stay.”
His brother nodded and brought over a chair—but not for himself, as it turned out. He shoved it under the backs of Trez’s knees, and functioning joints being what they were, a total collapse of the vertical happened but quick. As his ass smacked into the seat, he thought, yeah, he had been feeling a little light-headed. Probably a good idea to get off his feet.
With not a single word, iAm took a load off on the floor beside him, and it was incredible how just having the male in the room calmed him.
Trez refocused on Selena. She still had not moved from the position he’d found her in, and all those hard angles of her body were a total nightmare.
In fact, this whole thing just seemed so … devastating.
From what Cormia had said, the Arrest was a disease that struck a tiny minority of Chosen females. In all of history, there had been only a dozen, maybe fewer, who had suffered from it—which meant the statistical chance of getting the disorder was very small. Unfortunately, the condition had been uniformly fatal.
Goddamn it, he didn’t want any of those females to be sick, but why her?
Of all of them, in the entire history of the Race, why did Selena have to be one of the ones cut short like this?
And it was a horrible way to die. Frozen in your own body, unable to communicate, trapped in a fading prison until everything went dark and you …
He closed his eyes.
Shit, what if she didn’t want him here? He had bonded, yes—and everyone else was treating him with the respect that a bonded male would have in this situation, even as they wondered how it had happened without them knowing.
The problem was, he and Selena weren’t mated. In a relationship. Even dating.
Hell, they hadn’t even spent two minutes together in months—
“Trez?”
With a jerk, he popped his lids. Doc Jane was in front of him, her forest-green eyes alert and grave. “I’ve looked at the X-rays.”
He cleared his throat. “Maybe the others would like to be here for this?”
Shit, should he step aside so Cormia or someone could hold her hand? Would that be better? His body would hate that and so would his soul. But this was not about him.
A lot