You know so much about everything.”
Kitay could expound for hours on any given subject, and yet showed little interest in their studies. He had breezed through the Trials because his eidetic memory made studying unnecessary, but he had surrendered to Nezha the moment the Tournament took a dangerous turn. Kitay was brilliant, but he didn’t belong at Sinegard.
“I wanted to,” Kitay admitted. “But I’m my father’s only son. And my father’s the defense minister. So what choice do I have?”
She fiddled with the bottle. “You’re an only child, then?”
Kitay shook his head. “Older sister. Kinata. She’s at Yuelu now—studying geomancy, or something like that.”
“Geomancy?”
“The artful placement of buildings and things.” Kitay waved his hands in the air. “It’s all aesthetics. Supposedly it’s important, if your greatest aspiration is to marry someone important.”
“You haven’t read every book about it?”
“I only read about the interesting things.” Kitay rolled over onto his stomach. “You? Any siblings?”
“None,” she said. Then she frowned. “Yes, actually. I don’t know why I said that. I have a brother—well, foster brother. Kesegi. He’s ten. Was. He’s eleven now, I guess.”
“Do you miss him?”
Rin hugged her knees to her chest. She didn’t like the way her stomach suddenly felt. “No. I mean—I don’t know. He was so little when I left. I used to take care of him. I guess I’m glad that I don’t have to do that anymore.”
Kitay raised an eyebrow. “Have you written to him?”
“No.” She hesitated. “I don’t know why. I guess I assumed the Fangs didn’t want to hear from me. Or maybe that he’d be better off if he just forgot about me.”
She had wanted to at least write Tutor Feyrik in the beginning, but things had been so awful at the Academy that she couldn’t bear to tell him about it. Then, as time passed, and as her schoolwork became more exhausting, it had become so painful to think about home that she’d just stopped.
“You didn’t like it at home, huh?” Kitay asked.
“I don’t like thinking about it,” she mumbled.
She never wanted to think about Tikany. She wanted to pretend that she’d never lived there—no, that it had never existed. Because if she could just erase her past, then she could write herself into whoever she wanted to be in the present. Student. Scholar. Soldier. Anything except who she used to be.
The Summer Festival culminated in a parade in Sinegard’s city center.
Rin arrived at the grounds with the members of the House of Chen—Kitay’s father and willowy mother, his two uncles and their wives, and his older sister. Rin had forgotten how important Kitay’s father actually was until she saw the entire clan decked out in their house colors of burgundy and gold.
Kitay suddenly grabbed Rin’s elbow. “Don’t look to your left. Pretend like you’re talking to me.”
“But I am talking to you.” Rin immediately looked to her left.
And saw Nezha, standing in a crowd of people wearing gowns of silver and cerulean. A massive dragon was embroidered across the back of his robe, the emblem of the House of Yin.
“Oh.” She jerked her head away. “Can we go stand over there?”
“Yes, let’s.”
Once they were safely ensconced behind Kitay’s rotund second uncle, Rin peered out to gawk at the members of the House of Yin. She found herself staring at two older versions of Nezha, one male and one female. Both were well into their twenties and unfairly attractive. Nezha’s entire family, in fact, looked like they belonged on wall paintings—they appeared more like idealized versions of humans than actual people.
“Nezha’s father isn’t there,” said Kitay. “That’s interesting.”
“Why?”
“He’s the Dragon Warlord,” said Kitay. “One of the Twelve.”
“Maybe he’s sick,” said Rin. “Maybe he hates parades as much as you do.”
“I’m here, though, aren’t I?” Kitay fussed with his sleeves. “You don’t just miss the Summer Parade. It’s a display of unity of all the Twelve Provinces. One year my father broke his leg the day before and he still made it, doped up on sedatives the entire time. If the head of the House of Yin hasn’t come, that means something.”
“Maybe he’s embarrassed,” Rin said. “Furious that his son lost the Tournament. He’s too ashamed to show his face.”
Kitay cracked a smile.
A bugle sounded through the thin morning air, followed by a servant shouting for all members of the procession to fall into order.
Kitay turned to Rin. “So, I don’t know if you can . . .”
“No, it’s fine,” she said. Of course she wouldn’t be riding with the House of Chen.