the car. I was wondering if I could possibly call up Tori and ask to sleep on her couch. I knew Logan wouldn’t throw me out in the middle of the night—at least I didn’t think so—but it would be strange being there in his apartment now. It would be better if I just left. Quicker, like pulling a Band-Aid off all at once.
I started to say as much as we walked inside the front door, but Logan turned to me as we stepped inside.
“Now,” he said, glaring down at me. “What in the fuck is this all about? What do you mean, you’re done? With me?”
I started to go sit down but a feral growl from Logan made me quickly stand still again. “Logan, it’s just no good. I saw you with Cody, and I know that he’s what you need. Much more than I am. I’m not what you need at all. Please understand. You can do so much better than me, and I know it won’t be long until you know it too.”
“Are you saying that I haven’t been patient with you?”
“No,” I admitted sadly. “But you shouldn’t have to be. It’s not you. It’s me.”
“Don’t give me that shit. Are you saying I haven’t tried to teach you what you needed to know?”
“Of course not.”
“Then you’re saying I’m a bad Dom—you don’t think I can satisfy you and take care of you.”
“No! I’m not saying that at all!”
“You’re unhappy. Is that it?”
I threw my hands up to my face to hide. I’d never told him exactly how I felt about him—not in so many words. But I couldn’t leave without telling him.
“No. I’m in love with you.”
Logan pulled my arm from my eyes. “Then what’s all this about?”
“When I saw you doing your rope work with Cody…I felt…I was…oh God, Logan, I was so jealous. The way you touched him and looked at him. I knew I shouldn’t be selfish. I shouldn’t have been thinking about me—it should be about what you need, but I…”
“Hush,” Logan said. “Not another word. How did I give you the impression it was all about me? I have been a bad Dom for you if I did that.”
“No, no, it was just what I… You never really wanted to take me on, but you did it, because you’re a nice person, and you were worried about me. And now you’re stuck with me and I can’t be what you need, so I just need to let you go.”
“Let me go, huh? Well, what if I don’t want to be let go?”
I blushed. “Well, I…if I wasn’t in the way, you could get someone like Cody.”
“Cody is a friend, and more to the point, the sub of another friend, Tony. I don’t know what you thought you saw, but I was comforting him, because I almost dropped him during the demo. Not exactly the perfect Dom, right? Like you said you wanted.”
“No, no, you are perfect. It’s me who isn’t what you need. What you deserve. I’m never going to be the perfect sub.”
“I don’t expect you to be perfect. I’m certainly not, so why would I expect it from you? You’re perfect for me, and that’s all that counts. You said you loved me. Well, I love you too.” He leaned down and gently kissed my lips. “So, if you don’t mind a little imperfection,” he said, “I think I’m going to taste you one more time. Before you run away from me again.”
He pushed me down to the floor and pulled at my clothes until his mouth settled hot and wet on my dick. He drew me in his mouth, slow and steady, making me moan and arch my back. Unable to stop myself, I dug my hands in his hair and thrust rudely and sharply into that mouth until he controlled my thrusts by holding down my hips. I purred like a cat, knowing I wouldn’t last long and surprised I’d lasted as long as I had. I arched my back again and came in long spurts right down the back of Logan’s throat. He swallowed it all and licked me clean before he sat back and surveyed his handiwork. I knew what I must look like, lying back weakly, all fucked out on the floor.
But apparently not all fucked out after all, because Logan started taking off his jeans. “Turn over, boy. I’m going to make love to you tonight so hard you’re going to feel me