together, I slid them into the ignition just in time for the door to open.
I stopped and turned to see Drake in the passenger seat.
“Planning a little escape?”
I turned the ignition over and he put the car into reverse.
I wasn’t a very good driver. Ashley was the one who could drive.
“Emily, what the fuck?”
“I don’t give a shit what Caleb and the others say. I am in control of my own life.”
He slammed the door closed but I didn’t care. I was too far gone on my own anger to give a shit about what he had to say or do. “I will not be ordered around like a child.”
“Even though you’re behaving like one.”
“Fucking asshole. Do you think I’m in the mood to be told what I am or not reacting like? Huh?” I pressed my foot on the gas. “I suggest you make those gates fucking open, Drake. I’m not going to stop.”
“Turn the car around.”
“No.”
“Emily, this is stupid.”
“Being forced into a bedroom is stupid. This is one last-ditch attempt at freedom, and guess what, buster, I’m taking it.” I burst out laughing, feeling like a crazy person had taken over, and maybe they had.
I wasn’t going to be forced into my bedroom to be told what to do. My dad was long gone.
Caleb certainly wasn’t going to get away with acting like it.
The gates started to open, but rather than slow down, since they weren’t open wide enough, I scratched the car on the way out, taking a sudden spin to avoid a couple more parked cars.
Again, I wasn’t a very good driver. I often took public transport for safety reasons.
Putting the car into gear, I lightly pushed my foot on the gas and we started moving.
“Do you want me to take over?” Drake asked.
“No.”
“How did you get out of your bedroom?”
“Why were you back? I thought you were out running errands.”
“I did all of them and I came back. I happened to notice you nearly fall and break your neck. What the fuck were you thinking?”
I glance over at him. “You were in the garden?”
“Of course.”
“Then why ask me if you’d already seen what I was doing?” I asked.
“Wanted to see if you’d lie to me.”
“Are you for real right now?”
“What? You’re the one who actually tried to scale out of a window with a badly tied bedsheet. What the fuck were you thinking?”
“I think it’s clear I wasn’t exactly thinking anything now, was I?” I asked with a growl.
“How about I drive?”
“Not a chance.”
“Em, you can’t do this.”
“I can do whatever the hell I want, and if that means I put my life at risk, then so be it.” I pressed my foot to the floor and I knew, of course I knew I was being completely ridiculous. The only place I’d wanted to be for the past seven years was with those four impossible, irritating, annoying men. They were the Monsters through and through, but they were all mine. I knew it now more than ever.
There were times I had no idea how it was going to work. Four men, one girl. Would they get bored of me? It was a freaking possibility. A scary one, in fact, and it terrified me that I would never be enough for them, or they would realize how inconvenient it was to have one woman, and they’d trade me in. Not to mention how they would feel if I was to actually become pregnant. Would they want me then? Could we even survive with kids? I’d seen firsthand what it was like to be a kid in this world. To have parents who were monsters. Just the thought of my men hurting our child, it wouldn’t happen. They were Monsters, but not like their parents, not when it came to their own flesh and blood.
All of these thoughts were not exactly good to have as I was traveling haphazardly down a street that I specifically recalled led to the Crude Hill High School. It would only be fitting if I actually ended up driving this death trap into the school. It was the first place where all of my troubles began. Not that I could call falling in love with Gael trouble, but if I hadn’t reacted when I did, he would’ve been dead now, and me, well, I’d be at Earl Valentine’s mercy.
I couldn’t help but wonder, though, if he wasn’t such a bad guy. During the day I’d spent with Ashley, she didn’t show any