More sniffles. “I know you have a lot of baggage, but I really think that Jake is completely different from any of the assholes from your past. I’m glad you pulled your head out of your ass and realized that he was just a stupid man who made a mistake.”
I scowl at the stupid man comment, glaring at the phone. “Hey! I’m not stupid.”
Addie sighs and Cami goes quiet.
“I’m on speaker?” she demands.
“Hi, Cami,” I say with a grin. “I think you’re sweet too.”
“Well, I guess it’s good that I was saying nice things about you,” she says. “Hey, Jake, do you have any single women friends that I can hook up with Brian?”
“Cami! Stop it,” Addie says in exasperation. “Seriously, let the man find his own date.”
“He’s bad at it,” she says with a sigh. “Okay, you guys go have sex, because really, someone should be getting laid. I’m gonna go see if I can help at the restaurant.”
“Do they need me today?” Addie asks, but I’m already shaking my head.
“Nope. We’re just fine. You enjoy each other today and make up for lost time. Love you both!”
She clicks off and Addie worries her lip.
“You heard her. They’re fine.”
“Yeah. I’m sure you’re right.”
“I know I’m right. You girls are damn good at your jobs, and they’ll survive without you today. Besides, I want to take you somewhere.”
“Where?”
I kiss her lightly, then slap her ass and roll out of bed. “You’ll see. Stop being so lazy and needy and let my dick rest for a while. Seriously, Addie, I can barely keep up with you.”
“You are not as funny as you think you are.” She sniffs and rolls out of bed, but can’t disguise the humor in her eyes.
“Sweetheart, I’m fucking hilarious.”
“ARE WE GOING to go get burgers after this?” she asks.
“Of course.”
“I love it here,” Addie sighs as she leans back on me and watches the water fall down Multnomah Falls. “It’s so peaceful.”
“Mmm.” I kiss her head, breathing in her sweet scent. We’re sitting on a rock at the base of the falls. She’s sitting between my legs, leaning back on my chest. This is the calmest I’ve felt in . . . well, since the last time we were here.
“Are you okay?” I ask, whispering in her ear.
“Of course.” She looks up at me with a confused frown. “Why wouldn’t I be?”
“I’m just checking in. I want to tread carefully.”
“Jake, you don’t have to treat me like I’m made of glass. I’m fantastic. I’m with you.”
I drag my fingertips down her cheek and kiss her nose. “I’m fantastic when I’m with you too.”
“You know, the last time you brought me here is when I had kind of a lightbulb moment.”
“Really?” She settles back against me, watching the water. “What was it?”
“We were standing on that bridge, and your arms were around me. I’d been having a rough few days, remember?”
“I remember.” I remember feeling helpless because I didn’t know how to make her feel better.
“You told me to close my eyes and to listen to the falls. And I did. It was beautiful, but it wasn’t what calmed me.”
“What did?”
“The man whose arms were around me,” she says and smiles up at me. “You’re the one who calms me.”
Jesus. She’d felt safe with me, and I ripped that out from under her. I’m so fucking lucky that she took me back.
“I’m sorry, Addie.”
“Hey, I didn’t say that to make you feel guilty.” She turns in my arms and cups my face in her hands. “It’s a happy memory, Jake. I think I loved you then; I was just too stubborn to admit it.”
“I’ll never forget the moment I realized that I love you.” I smile down into her eyes as she lifts her chin, offering her lips for a kiss.
I happily oblige her.
“That night, after the cookout at Mia’s parents’ house.”
“That was some good sex,” she says with a nod.
“That night changed my world,” I reply automatically. “I’d been falling in love with you for weeks, but in that moment, I knew that I was lost to you, Addison.”
“You make me happy,” she says simply. “And I love my song. Thank you for it.”
“You’re welcome. It sort of wrote itself.” She tilts her head in question. “I started hearing the melody the night I first saw you. That click is a powerful thing.”
“Must be,” she says with a nod.
“I worked on it almost every day, whenever I wasn’t with you or working.”
“So you didn’t write it just