the hardest parts of the debridement and healing process. Maybe you don’t have family looking for you. Maybe they assume you died. It happens. But you are definitely not a serial killer. Besides …”
Removing her hand, she stood straight and shot him a tight-lipped smile. “They said someone literally dropped you off at the entrance to the ER. Right?”
He nodded. “Supposedly. But they didn’t take me all the way into the building. Why would they just drop me off? And when the people here looked at the security cameras, all they could get was a make and model of the vehicle. It didn’t have license plates. What if I had an accomplice?”
Faith crossed her arms over her scrub-clad chest and lifted a single eyebrow at the man.
He shrugged. “Fine. It’s farfetched. I mean … I don’t feel like a murderer. That has to mean something, right?”
She giggled a beautiful, life-is-good giggle. “If they arrest you, I’d go with that defense.”
He couldn’t hide his grin nor could he fully grin because his body was nothing more than a heap of stubborn scar tissue and bones.
“You wouldn’t believe how many injured people get dropped off at the ER entrance or even the fire station. Gunshot wounds, stabbings, burn victims … we see it all too often, like taking an animal out in the middle of nowhere and just leaving it. A cruel act, but not entirely inhumane. Clearly these ‘Good Samaritans’ don’t want the victim to die, but they also don’t want to be questioned for many reasons that might not have anything to do with the victim.”
He nodded, eyes squinted.
“I’ll be right back. I’m going to see who’s available to meet with you to discuss further care, rehabilitation, finances, and so on. Okay?”
The nameless man swallowed hard and nodded slowly.
When Faith disappeared, his hands started to shake, and his pulse took off like it needed to cross a distant finish line. Her words jumbled in his mind, and her smile and that laugh he loved replayed on repeat, but it was no longer cute and endearing. It mocked and berated him. Faith’s eyes lost their sparkle, rolling in annoyance that she had to stare at his wretched face all day and pretend that he had a family who would be looking for him. Paranoia attacked him.
Warm.
Sweaty.
Dizzy.
Nauseous.
He needed out of there before anything bad happened. Sliding off the bed onto wobbly legs, he pinched his eyes shut to silence the voices. They were louder than before—screaming at him to get out. His mastery over ignoring them began to slip. They would no longer be silenced.
So he did the only thing he could.
He ran.
Screeching tires, deafening horns, and echoes of profanity poured over the man as he staggered through the busy streets of Newark.
Whispers, cringes, pointed fingers … they fed the voices, giving them more power than they deserved.
He weaved his way down an alley, the flickering streetlight never fully penetrating the darkness. Stumbling over empty liquor bottles, water-stained crates, and crumpled wrappers and cups, he collapsed onto a pile of leaflets in a corner. When light from a passing car on the street washed over the opposite wall, he caught sight of a tattered blanket.
“Christ …” He wretched, hugging it to himself to keep warm on the late November night. It reeked of sour vomit.
He surrendered to sleep once the meowing cats, slamming trash lids, and flittering dance of the wind sweeping more trash in his direction silenced the voices.
The next day he discovered people were quite generous to homeless burn victims. An elderly man handed him a full pizza and a twenty-dollar bill. A young girl gifted him a half-full juice box, making her mother quite proud. By the end of the day, the empty half of his pizza box resembled a tip jar, but he didn’t have to do anything to earn the money. Looking pitiful proved to be his best talent.
Unfortunately, winter in New Jersey showed no mercy. After a week of living on the streets, he needed something warm. An unlocked car under an overpass worked fairly well, until the owner returned the following morning with a tow truck and chased the homeless man away.
Then, as if there was some higher power who gave a tiny shit about the homeless man, he passed an old building—a familiar building.
Marley’s
The angry, fighting voices in his head stopped, and one single voice—a new voice—whispered to him.
“Chris.” He exhaled, tears burning his eyes. “My name is Chris. I used to box at