usual.” Joel Mitchell, short and round, kissed the top of Cate’s head like an uncle. He dropped down in his golf shirt—as red as Cate’s sandals.
He had twin fluffs of white hair divided by a wide swath of pink scalp, thick-lensed shaded glasses, and a reputation for squeezing every last drop out of a project for his client.
“So.” He glugged down some water. “Isn’t she all that and a chicken taco? Damn, girl, you’re the spitting image of Livvy.”
“Grandpa said that just the other day.”
“Growing up on me. How about we order some real food—because I see Steve’s pushing his squash again. They make a hell of a burger here—a real one. Let’s get some menus, then we can talk some turkey.”
McCoy signaled the waiter.
Cate saw his hand freeze in midair, his eyes widen.
Before she could turn, see what had put the shock on his face, she heard her name.
“Caitlyn! Oh my God, my baby!”
The hands were on her, dragging her out of the chair, into a locked-arm embrace. She knew the voice, knew the scent.
Struggled.
“Oh, so grown-up! So beautiful.” Lips skimmed over her face, her hair as Charlotte wept. “Forgive me, oh, my darling, forgive me.”
“Get off me! Get away. Get her off me!”
Air backed up in her lungs, weight dropped onto her chest like stones. The arms around her became vises squeezing, squeezing life, identity, purpose out of her.
Seconds, it took only seconds to throw her back into a locked room with windows nailed shut.
Fighting for air, Cate shoved, broke free.
Saw Charlotte, eyes streaming, lips quivering, lift a hand to her cheek as if struck. “I deserved that. I did. But I beg you.”
She dropped to her knees, pressed her palms together as if in prayer. “Forgive me.”
“Get the hell away from her.” Joel, already on his feet, surged forward.
In the chaos of sobbing, shouting, voices buzzing, Cate ran.
She ran as she had that night in the woods, away, just away. Anywhere else. At intersections, she bolted through, blind to the oncoming cars, deaf to the blasting horns, squealing tires.
Away, just away, the prey fleeing the hunter.
Ears ringing, heart tearing, she ran until her legs gave out.
Shaking, drenched in panic sweat, she pressed against a building. Slowly, the red cloud over her vision thinned, the sounds outside the screaming in her head eked through.
Cars, sun sparking off chrome, someone’s car stereo blasting hip-hop, the clip of heels on pavement as a woman walked out of a shop carrying a pair of glossy shopping bags.
Lost, she realized. Like in the woods, but here everything was too hot, too bright. No sound of the sea, just the constant whoosh of traffic.
She’d left her purse—her phone—she had nothing.
She had Cate, she reminded herself, and closed her eyes a moment. Gathering herself, she walked on legs she barely felt to the door of the shop.
Inside the cool, the fragrant, she saw two women—one young, stick thin in candy pink, the other older, trim in cropped pants, a crisp white shirt.
The younger one turned, frowned as she gave Cate a quick once-over. “Excuse me just one moment.”
Disapproval with a dose of disgust slapped out as she strode to Cate. “If you’re looking for a public washroom, try Starbucks.”
“I—I need to call someone. Can I use your phone?”
“No. You need to leave. I have a client.”
“I lost my purse, my phone. I—”
“You need to leave. Now.”
“What’s wrong with you?” The older woman walked over, nudged the younger one aside. “Go get this girl some water. What happened, honey?”
“Ms. Langston—”
The older woman whipped her head around, bored holes into the younger. “I said get some water.” Putting an arm around Cate, she led her to a chair. “You sit down, catch your breath.”
Another woman came out of the back, pulled up short, then hurried forward. “What’s happened?”
“This girl needs some help, Randi. I just sent that heartless, pinched-mouthed clerk you hired back to get her some water.”
“Give me a minute.”
Ms. Langston took Cate’s hand, gave it a little squeeze. “Do you want the police?”
“No, no, I dropped my purse—my phone.”
“That’s all right, you can use my phone. What’s your name?”
“Cate. Caitlyn Sullivan.”
“I’m Gloria,” she began as she hunted through a huge Prada hobo bag for her phone. Then her eyes narrowed on Cate’s face. “Are you Aidan Sullivan’s daughter?”
“Yes.”
“My husband directed him in Compromises. Hollywood’s a small, incestuous world, isn’t it? Here’s Randi with your water. And here, finally, is my phone.”
The third woman—one between the ages of the other two—handed Cate a tall, slim