I pulled off and stroked him through it, watched as he spilled his release all over my hand and his belly.
“Jack off on me,” he said, and I wasn’t going to say no to that.
I shoved to my feet and fisted my dick. It only took a few strokes before my damn brain melted and I shot ropes of come all over Callum’s spent cock.
“Come here,” he said, and pulled me on top of him. “That was incredible. Thank you.”
“Stay with me,” fell out of my mouth.
“What?”
“We can go get your stuff from home. I want to go to bed with you every night over the next two weeks and wake up with you each morning.”
Callum paused, his eyes closing longer than they should have when he blinked, making me wonder if I said something wrong.
“Okay,” he replied. “I’d love to stay with you for two weeks.”
When he kissed me, everything else melted away.
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
Callum
Knox insisted on coming with me to pick up my things. Not that I minded, obviously—it was such a Knox thing to do, wanting to be there and help. But my brain was a little murky, and I felt like I had a whole lot to work through. We’d just been going, the past few weeks, and I hadn’t let myself think about much. I was afraid that if I did, I would worry and question and wonder where it would all go and if I’d get hurt.
It was impossible for me to ignore today.
Taking Logan to the airport, Knox and I had felt like such a team. When Logan had joked about having two dads and then the flight attendant had said dads as well, my heart had soared.
I wasn’t Logan’s parent. He had a great mom and dad who loved him, but…I wanted to be something more than just Callum, his friend.
Then Knox had put his arm around me at the airport, and I’d seen this life I wanted—us being a unit, a family, and people knowing he was mine.
Add the blowjob I wasn’t sure I’d survive, having Knox on his knees for me, asking me to stay, saying he wanted to go to sleep with me and wake up with me, and it had almost short-circuited my brain, but then…then all I could focus on was his two weeks.
I didn’t want a limit to it. Not that I expected him to move me in and discount what was best for his life, for his kids, but…I wanted them to know. I wanted it to be possible to stay over sometimes, or to cuddle with him on the couch, or for him to put his arm around me when we were walking together as a family.
I didn’t know if I was being fair or not, if I was expecting too much or not, and I didn’t really have anyone to talk to about it.
“Is everything okay?” he asked when we pulled up in front of Mom’s house. “You seem a little down. If you don’t want to stay with me, please don’t feel obligated. I just thought we should take advantage.”
“Um…being naked in bed with you every night? Obviously I want that. Sorry. I guess I’m kind of tired.”
He nodded, but I wasn’t sure he believed me.
I said, “You know when we go in there to get my stuff so I can move in with you for two weeks, my mom is going to know something’s going on with us, right?”
“Yeah.” He shrugged. “Law knows too, and I was thinking we could tell the rest of the guys if you’re okay with it. I know it’s not perfect, but—”
“I want,” I cut him off. “I really, really want.” That helped. It made me feel like it wasn’t that Knox wanted to keep me a secret; he truly did have to think of his kids first.
“I want too. I’m not ashamed of you. I hope you don’t ever think that. I don’t know how you feel or what you want out of this relationship, but I care about you. This is real to me, Cal, and if you feel the same way, if you want to make a real go of this, I do too. I need to tell Carol, and I’ll have to talk to the kids. I’m not sure if I should do it before we bring Charlie here or what. I haven’t seen her in a while, and I don’t know if it’s best to tell her as soon as she gets