and Samuel always knew the signs when he was beginning to push the limit.
This time, it came in the slight squirm of Caleb’s hips and a dark flash in his eyes. Samuel grinned at him before releasing the man’s cock and inching the last bit forward. He reached behind him, gripping the base and held Caleb steady as he eased his hips back. Caleb’s cock was warm as it pressed against him, and once he was sure he was steady, Samuel turned his attention back to the man lying before him.
The moment of entry was always his favorite and usually the most jarring. The sudden sensation of something inside him, spreading him apart, was a little uncomfortable. But watching Caleb’s pupils swell and seeing the muscles in his face go lax for a moment made it all worth it.
That had always been one of his favorite things about Caleb, the man had always had an expressive face during sex. Once he had enough of Caleb’s length inside him, Samuel was able to prop himself up with both hands on Caleb’s chest as he lowered himself. From there, he could watch every little expression as it flashed over Caleb’s face. The twitch in the man’s jaw, the way his nostrils flared when Samuel sank down a little faster than he expected, and the sharp intake of breath when the last inch slid into Samuel.
“That’s still so much fun,” Samuel told him, reaching out to drag a finger along Caleb’s jaw.
Caleb’s eyes flashed onto his face, chuckling deep in his chest. “And you still feel ridiculously amazing.”
A flush of pride and pleasure ran through him, marred by only one realization. Without thinking about it, the both of them had gone into this without any protection.
It was habit, pure and simple. For all their problems, neither of them had ever sought out other partners while they were together, and protection had been unnecessary in their estimation. The only times they’d had sex protected was when they’d first dated, and that hadn’t lasted long. The second time, they’d talked about it, but after a discussion, they’d had decided to forgo it.
Yet this time, it had never entered their heads.
The thought was wiped away when Caleb shifted his hips impatiently, moving inside Samuel. The light jolt of pleasure pulled Samuel from his worried thoughts, and his attention snapped back down to the man beneath him.
“You okay?” Caleb asked, squinting up at him.
“Yeah,” Samuel said with a light laugh. “Just kinda hit me that we uh...didn’t even think about using a condom.”
He couldn’t help his chuckle when Caleb’s eyes darted down to where their bodies met. The widening eyes were enough to tell him that no, Caleb hadn’t thought about it either. They’d both been so caught up in the moment it had simply slipped their minds, and habit had taken over.
“Well, shit,” Caleb muttered. “I guess this would be a really good time to mention that I’ve been tested routinely since the last time, and it’s been a while.”
Which probably meant his ex. “And it’s been uh, a while for me. So the story’s the same.”
“Okay then,” Caleb said. “I guess we can feel like idiots, but not worried idiots.”
The sheer acceptance of the moment and of his word was enough for Samuel to throw whatever concern he had out the window. He bent down, kissing Caleb before the man could say anything else.
“Or we can just say we were too hot and bothered to think about it,” Samuel told him softly. “I was certainly more interested in getting your cock in me than anything else.”
Caleb swore softly under his breath. “Please tell me I can start moving because if not, you’re going to make me lose my mind.”
“All yours,” Samuel told him.
He wasn’t surprised but absolutely delighted when he felt himself pushed up and then onto his back, with Caleb hovering over him. It wasn’t the first time he’d seen that move but it never failed to impress him. Somehow Caleb always managed to pull it off without pulling himself free or causing any sort of discomfort in the process. That it was an excellent display of strength as well certainly wasn’t anything he was going to turn his nose up at either.
It took only a moment of adjustment before Caleb’s hands were around his waist, holding him in one place while he drew his hips back to thrust into him. The movement was sharper than he’d been expecting, and Samuel let out a