legs. “Mine!”
I gasped as he dove in, fisting his hair as he ate me with all he had, lips, tongue, teeth, and fingers. I orgasmed a few times, still going from one and he’d bring me again.
He yanked me to sit up and plunged his cock in me while I was still going, moaning at how I felt around him. He didn’t undress, only opened his pants enough to have me, which I found ridiculously sexy. Something was really going on because he moved slow and deep as if trying to make sure my body never forgot him.
“Lucca, please, please more,” I begged. “Deeper.”
“Yes, want me more, kitten,” he growled, digging his fingers in my ass as he pulled me on him.
I wrapped my arms around him as he slammed into me, hitting my cervix in a way I liked at this angle. I cried out in pleasure… And locked eyes with Craftsman over his shoulder.
My eyes went wide and I opened my mouth to say something, but a moan was all that came out as Lucca hit that spot again.
And I couldn’t look away.
Apparently he wasn’t leaving, and I wasn’t even sure how he was there.
So, we stared at each other as my mate fucked me like he’d used to, both of us with tears trailing down our cheeks.
My life was so messed up that I was going to end up in a padded room.
I ducked my head and tried to focus when I orgasmed again, Lucca coming with me.
“The next time you intrude, see my naked mate, and don’t immediately fucking leave, we’re going to have a serious problem,” Lucca warned, sounding more bear than man.
Shit. So he knew Craftsman had been there. I leaned back and tried to gauge how upset he was.
“I tried—” I started to say, yelping when he pulled up my hips and threw me off balance so I fell back to the counter. It was what he wanted though, because he had his hand under my head just in case.
“She’s everything you want,” Lucca snarled as he thrust in me hard, making me moan. “She’s everything you’ve ever wanted.”
I tried to object and stop this, but he shoved his cock in me so forcefully it took my breath away… And was fucking amazing. I gasped and arched my back, loving the pain and pleasure and wanting more.
“Yes,” Craftsman whispered.
“You didn’t treat her as you should.”
“No, no I didn’t.”
“But we do,” Darby murmured from above me on the other side of the island. “Don’t we, agra?” He didn’t give me time to answer, leaning down and kissing me. I whimpered as he teased my breasts, pinching my nipples, as Lucca tried to see how funny he could make me walk later. “You hurt her and you regret it.”
“Every fucking second of it,” Craftsman rasped. “I never meant to.”
“But. You. Still. Did,” Lucca bitched, slamming into me with each word. “We all almost lost her because of how badly you hurt her.”
“I know that. I know this is all because of me. I know how badly I hurt her. I know I want to die without her. I know how badly I fucked up. I would give anything to be where you are, and I don’t mean inside of her. I would give up my magic if she would take me back again!”
Lucca and Darby both froze, making me chill a bit enough to catch up with what was being said instead of focusing so much on what they were doing to me.
And when what he’d said hit me, I couldn’t even process it. “You can’t mean that. You love magic so much more than you ever loved me. Hell, you were drawn to me for my magic from the beginning.” It hurt to finally truly admit that, but my heart had long since known that and made excuses for him.
I didn’t need to anymore. We weren’t together.
“That’s not—”
I ignored him and pushed the hands off of me. “I don’t want to do this. I’m not—I never tried to hurt any of you. This isn’t enjoyable for me.”
“I’m sorry,” Lucca sighed. “I lost—”
“I know,” I forgave. I understood, but I just didn’t want to get into it. And I didn’t want to rehash the awesome sex that had gotten ruined.
He gently pulled out of me as Darby backed off as well, but then they both froze, startling me until I realized what had happened.
Craftsman. He had frozen them like I had the whole party so