feed?”
“In the beginning, fairly frequently. Maybe twice, three times a month. Although again, there's no way of knowing.”
“After you help me through the first time, how will I be able to find a man who I can drink—”
Wrath's growl stopped her. When she looked up, she shrank into the chair. He was back to being pissed.
“I'll take care of finding you someone,” he said, his accent thicker than usual. “Until then, you will use me.”
“Hopefully that won't be for long,” she muttered, thinking that he didn't look happy about getting stuck with her.
His mouth curled as he looked her way. “So eager for someone else?”
“No, I just thought that…”
“What? You thought what?” His tone was hard, hard as the stare shooting out from behind the sunglasses.
The fact that he clearly didn't want to be tied to her was difficult to put into words. The rejection hurt even though she'd no doubt be better off without him.
“I… ah, Tohr said you were the king of the vampires. I kind of figure that would make you busy.”
“My boy's got to learn to zip it.”
“Is it true? That you're the king?”
“No,” he snapped.
Well, if that wasn't a door getting slammed in her face.
“Are you married? I mean, do you have a mate? Or two?” she said quickly, figuring she might as well let it all fly. His mood was already back in black. It wasn't like she could make it worse.
“Christ. No.”
Well, that was a relief of sorts. Although it was clear what he thought of relationships.
She took a sip of wine. “Do you have a woman in your life at all?”
“No.”
“So who do you feed from?”
Long silence. Not an encouraging one.
“There was someone.”
“Was?”
“Was.”
“Since when?”
“Recently.” He shrugged. “We were never close. It was a bad match.”
“Who do you go to now?”
“God, you really are a reporter, aren't you?”
“Who?” she pushed.
He looked at her for a long time. And then his face changed, the aggression seeming to bleed out of him. His fork came gently down to his plate and his other hand was placed palm up on the table. “Ah, hell.”
In spite of his curse, the air suddenly seemed softer.
She didn't trust the change in his mood at first, but then he whipped off his sunglasses and rubbed his eyes. When he put the lenses back in place, she watched his chest expand, as if he were collecting himself.
“God, Beth, I think I wanted it to be you. In spite of the fact that I'm not going to be around for long after your change.” He shook his head. “Man, I am one stupid SOB.”
Beth blinked, feeling a kind of sexual heat that he would drink her blood to survive.
“But don't worry,” he said. “That's not going to happen. And I'll find you another male fast.”
He pushed his plate away, food left half-eaten on the china.
“When was the last time you fed?” she asked, thinking of the powerful craving she'd watched him battle.
“Last night.”
Pressure in her chest made her feel as if her lungs were clogged. “But you didn't bite me.”
“It was after you left.”
She pictured him with another woman in his arms. When she reached for her wineglass, her hand shook.
Wow . Her emotions were breaking all kinds of land speed records tonight. She'd been terrified, pissed off, insanely jealous.
She had to wonder what was next.
Happiness, she had a feeling, probably wasn't it.
Black Dagger Brotherhood 1 - Dark Lover
Chapter Twenty-six
Beth put the wineglass back down, wishing she had more control over herself.
“You don't like that, do you?” Wrath said in a low voice.
“What?”
“Me drinking from another female.”
She laughed darkly, despising herself. Him. The whole situation. “You want to rub my nose in it?”
“No.” He paused. “The idea you will someday score another male's skin with your teeth and take his blood inside of you makes me want to stab something.”
Beth stared at him.
So why don't you stay with me ? she thought.
Wrath shook his head. “But I can't let myself think like that.”
“Why not?”
“Because you cannot be mine. No matter what I said before.”
Fritz came in, cleared, and then served dessert. Whole strawberries on a gold-rimmed plate. Some chocolate sauce on the side to dip them in. A little cookie.
Normally, Beth would have polished the lot of it off in high gear, but she was too shaken to eat.
“You don't like strawberries?” Wrath asked as he put one into his mouth. His bright white teeth bit through the red flesh.
She shrugged, forcing herself to look away from him. “I do.”
“Here.” He picked