came up to the table, he pulled out her chair. He was happy that he'd insisted her place was always set, even after he'd lost hope she would join him. And tonight it seemed as though she was making an effort with more than just coming to eat. She was wearing a beautiful dress made of black silk that had a jacket with a stiff, stand-up collar. Her hair was down around her shoulders, flashing spun gold in the candlelight. She looked lovely, and he felt a flush of animosity. It was a total insult that Wrath couldn't appreciate all she had to offer, that this exquisite female of noble blood was not good enough for him.
Other than for use as a feeding trough.
“How is your work?” she asked as she was served wine by one doggen. A plate of food was set in front of her by another. “Thank you, Phillip. Karolyn, this looks wonderful.”
She picked up a fork and gently prodded the roast beef.
Good heavens , Havers thought. This was almost normal.
“My work? Fine. Actually better than fine. As I mentioned, I've had a bit of a breakthrough. Feeding may soon be a thing of the past.” He lifted his glass and drank. The burgundy should have been a perfect accompaniment to the beef, but it tasted off to him. Everything on his plate was sour on his tongue as well. “I transfused myself with stored blood this afternoon, and I feel fine.”
Actually, that was a bit of an overstatement. He didn't feel sick, but something wasn't right. That normal rush of strength had yet to hit him.
“Oh, Havers,” she said softly. “You still miss Evangaline, don't you?”
“Painfully. And the drinking is simply not… agreeable to me.”
No, he would no longer stay alive the old-fashioned way. From now on it would be clinical. A sterilized needle in his arm, hooking him up to a bag.
“I'm so very sorry,” Marissa said.
Havers reached out, laying his palm faceup on the table. “Thank you.”
She put her hand in his. “And I'm sorry that I've been so… preoccupied. But it will be better now.”
“Yes,” he said urgently. Wrath was just the kind of barbarian who would want to continue to drink from the vein, but at least Marissa could be spared the indignity. “You could try the transfusion as well. It will free you, too.”
She took her hand back and reached for her wineglass. As she lifted the burgundy to her mouth, she spilled some on her jacket.
“Oh, bother,” she muttered, brushing the wine off the silk. “I'm terribly uncoordinated, aren't I?”
She removed the jacket and laid it on the empty chair next to her.
“You know, Havers, I would like to try it. Drinking is no longer palatable to me, either.”
A delicious relief, a feeling of possibility, overtook him. The sensation seemed wholly unfamiliar because he hadn't felt it in so very long. The idea that something might change for the better had become a foreign concept to him.
“Truly?” he whispered.
She nodded, pushing her hair over her shoulder and picking up her fork. “Yes, truly.”
And then he saw the marks on her neck.
Two inflamed puncture wounds. A red blaze where she had been sucked. Purple contusions on the skin of her collarbone where she'd been gripped by a heavy hand.
Horror curdled his appetite, blurred his vision.
“How could he have treated you so roughly?” Havers breathed.
Marissa's hand went to her neck before she quickly pulled some hair forward. “It's nothing. Truly, it's not… anything.”
His eyes stayed in place as he continued to see clearly what she had hidden.
“Havers, please. Let's just eat.” She picked up her fork again, as if she were prepared to demonstrate exactly how one did that. “Come now. Eat with me.”
“How can I?” He threw down his silverware.
“Because it's over.”
“What is?”
“I have broken the covenant with Wrath. I am no longer his shellan. I will see him no more.”
Havers could only stare for a moment. “Why? What has changed?”
“He has found a female he wants.”
Anger congealed in Havers's veins. “And just who does he prefer to you?”
“You do not know her.”
“I know all females of our class. Who is it?” he demanded.
“She is not of our class.”
“She is one of the Scribe Virgin's Chosen, then?” In the vampire social hierarchy, they were the only ones above a female of the aristocracy.
“No. She is human. Or at least half-human, from what I could tell from his thoughts about her.”
Havers turned to stone in his chair. Human. A human?
Marissa had been