my hands instinctively loop around his neck so I don’t fall on my ass. “I’m too heavy for you.”
His laughter tickles the top of my head. “Babe, I bench like twice your weight on a slow day.”
I relax slightly as he carries me off to my bedroom. I don’t feel light as a feather in his arms, but he doesn’t seem to be struggling at all, which is encouraging. Note to self: always date someone who can bench-press twice your weight.
He lays me down in the center of the mattress, carefully placing my head against the pillows. Then he stands at the foot of the bed, his hands moving to the collar of his shirt.
“Permission to get naked?” He grins adorably.
“Permission granted.” Man, now my voice is the one that sounds gravelly.
I watch with hooded eyes as he strips out of his T-shirt, jeans, and boxer briefs. I never get tired of staring at him. The planes of his chest, the shadows that accentuate his muscular arms. His beautiful, broad, athlete’s physique robs me of breath. He’s perfection.
My eyes fall to his long, thick cock and a resulting bolt of heat goes right between my legs.
This is a first for him, too. Being completely naked in front of me. And I appreciate that he does it not because it was a difficult step for him, but because he wants me to be comfortable.
Conor climbs onto the bed and covers me with his body. His lips find mine and we start kissing, tongues greedy and desperate, until we’re both breathing heavily. I’ve never made out with anyone while we were both naked. Conor’s dick lies heavy between my legs, slightly nudging my opening. It’d be so easy to just say yes, part my thighs a bit wider, grip him, and guide him inside.
His tongue teases mine again and for a moment it’s all I want.
I want to say yes.
But.
“I don’t think I’m…you know…there yet,” I whisper against his mouth.
He lifts his head. Hazy arousal has darkened his eyes.
“I mean, I want to be.”
“Okay.” Conor rolls onto his side beside me. His dick is at full salute, and the pearly drop pooling at the tip makes my mouth water.
Swallowing, I sit up. “There’s a big part of me that just wants to do it and get it over with, but—”
“You don’t have to rush for me,” he says easily. “I’m not in a hurry.”
“No?” I search his expression for any signs of annoyance.
“No,” he promises, sitting up too. “When you’re ready, I hope it’s with me. If not, I’m content right here with the way things are. I mean that.”
I kiss him. Because despite all his protestations to the contrary, Conor is a good guy. He’s sweet and funny and I think somehow he’s even become my best friend. My best friend with dick benefits.
Releasing his lips, I take his cock in my hand. He’s still hard, throbbing. His entire body tenses when I wrap my fingers around him and slide my fist up, down.
“Babe,” he breathes, and I don’t know what he intends by it—babe, stop? Babe, keep going?
If it was the former, it quickly turns into the latter when I slide to the floor and settle on my knees in front of him. His hands brace against the bed and his head drops forward at the first swipe of my tongue along his length.
Conor’s legs tremble while I suck him. He breathes slow and deep, as if it’s taking all his concentration.
“Don’t stop,” he mumbles as I take him deep in my mouth. His hips start moving, gently thrusting forward. “Please don’t ever stop.”
It’s hard to smile when my lips are wrapped tightly around him, but I’m smiling in spirit. I love doing this to him, love driving him to the edge of blissful desperation. I know when I’ve almost got him there because he groans as his hands reach for my breasts and his hips lift off the bed just a little.
I don’t know what makes me do it, but rather than letting him finish on his stomach, I take him in my hand and stroke him until he releases on my tits. It gives me a little thrill I didn’t expect, a sharp sting of naughtiness. Once he’s stopped shuddering, I peer up at his gorgeous face and see raw lust staring back at me.
“Fuck,” he says, winded and brushing his sweaty hair out of his eyes.
I laugh awkwardly. “I’m just gonna get cleaned up.”
As I’m getting up