and filled my belly, but I only felt a fraction of its power. The pain still surged, and nausea followed in its wake.
The curse had its hooks fully into me.
It had been trying to drag me away from this world for so long, growing stronger every time I was injured. This would be the last straw. I could feel the ether tugging on me even now, the curse determined to pull me away from Carrow and the life that I had almost had.
A life of light and love.
“Are you all right?” she demanded, her voice wavering. “Is the potion working?”
“I’m fine.” I had minutes left, maybe. We needed to get out of here. If I didn't survive, I couldn’t leave Carrow here with my body. Would my body stay behind when I left?
I had no idea. Couldn’t risk it. Too much to ask of her.
“Help me up, if you can.” The words tasted sour as they left my lips.
Tears rolled down her face as she pulled me to my feet. Every part of me felt broken, shattered beyond repair. The sorcerer’s magic had rent me inside, the blast doing irreparable damage.
Once, I might have survived it. Now, not a chance.
Carrow tucked herself under my arm to help support me, and I leaned on her, hating it. She shouldn’t have to do this. Shouldn’t have to be here for this.
I could only imagine what I would be feeling if I thought she were about to die. Utter devastation. The idea that she might hold that depth of feeling for me seemed almost laughable. But from the tears that streamed down her face, it also seemed almost possible.
My heart thundered.
Her scent wrapped around me as we walked, rousing the beast inside me. It wanted her blood, wanted me to drink to save us both.
This was my last chance. If I took her blood now, I would survive this. She would not, but her blood would not only break the curse, it would undo the damage of the sorcerer’s magic. It would make me whole again.
I forced the beast back, unwilling to even consider it.
“We’re almost there,” she said. “The library is right up here, and we’ll be home in no time. We’ll fix you right up with more healing potions.”
The sea could be made of healing potions, and it wouldn’t be enough. I said nothing.
We staggered toward the library, finding it locked at this late hour. Carrow leaned back and kicked open the door, hitting it so hard that the wood around the lock splintered and it swung open.
“I guess fear gives extra strength,” she said as she helped pull me inside.
The cavernous library was dark save for a few fairy lights floating near the ceiling. Our footsteps echoed as we staggered toward the back of the library. My strength was waning, and I could feel myself putting more weight on Carrow.
She plowed onward, dragging me behind her.
“We’ve got this,” she said, her voice trembling. “You’re going to be okay.”
“Of course.” The words almost took the last of my breath.
Finally, we reached the very back of the library. The empty aisle called to me, the glowing light a beacon of hope. Not that I’d survive this, but that we’d at least make it back to our time for Carrow.
She pulled the small book out of her pocket, and we entered the aisle. The magic pulsed around us, bright and warm. My heartbeat began to slow as we entered deeper into the aisle, my vision starting to go dark at the edges.
Not yet.
I wanted one last look at her face.
I fought the pull of the afterlife, grateful when I felt the ether tugging on me. It caught us both and spun us through time. I gripped Carrow hard, determined not to lose her here.
A moment later, solid ground appeared beneath my feet. I staggered, the ground calling to me. Carrow tried to keep me up, her grip strong. We managed to get out of the stacks and into the cavernous space of the main library, but I was too heavy. I staggered to my knees, going down hard.
“Grey!” She followed me down, trying to slow my fall.
I hit the floor anyway, the tile cold beneath my feverish skin.
“Grey, you must drink from me.” Her voice broke as she held her wrist to my mouth. “You need strength. The blow was too much.”
I turned my mouth away, nearly insensible as the afterworld called to me. The beast within me roared, trying to force me