on her shoulder, and looked in anger at Alvin and Arthur Stuart. "She never cries! You made her cry!"
"She's crying in relief," said Arthur Stuart.
"No she's not," said Alvin.
"You hurt her!" said Roy.
"She's crying because she's afraid." He looked to Mistress Cottoner. "What are you afraid of, ma'am?"
"I'm afraid that when you go, it'll come back."
"I can't promise you it won't," said Alvin. "But I don't think it will. But if it ever does, you send me a letter. Send it to Alvin the Miller's son, at Vigor Church in the state of Wobbish."
"You can't come back here," she said.
"Damn right he can't," said Roy. "I'll be bigger then, and I'll kill him!"
"No you won't," said Mistress Cottoner.
"Will so. Stealing all our slaves! Don't you see, Mother? We'll be poor!"
"We still have the land," said his mother. "And you still have your mother. Isn't that worth something to you?"
Her steady gaze must have said something to the boy that Arthur Stuart just didn't understand, because the boy burst into tears and ran from the room.
"He's young," she said.
"We've all been guilty of that sin," said Alvin. "And some never get over it."
"Not me," she said. "I was never young."
Arthur Stuart reckoned there was a whole story behind that, but he didn't know what it was. If his big sister Peggy had been there, she would've knowed, and maybe she could have told him later. Or if Taleswapper had ever been here and learned her story and wrote it in his book, then maybe he'd understand. As it was, though, he could only guess what she meant when she said she was never young.
Or what Alvin meant when he answered her, "You're young now."
"For a few hours, maybe," she said.
Alvin opened his hands to let hers go. But she moved quickly and caught him by the wrists. "Oh, please," she said. "Not yet."
So he sat there a while longer and held her hands in his.
Arthur Stuart couldn't watch it for long. There was no healing going on now. Alvin wasn't doing a blame thing with his knack. He was just holding hands with a woman who looked at him like he was God or a long-lost brother or something. It made Arthur Stuart feel like something was wrong. Like his adopted sister, Peggy, was somehow being betrayed by this. Those aren't your hands to hold, Ruth Cottoner, he wanted to say.
But he said nothing, and went outside, and saw how La Tia was quietly making decisions and keeping things moving without raising her voice. She even laughed sometimes, and got smiles and laughs from those who came to her.
She saw him, and called to him. "Come here, you!" she said. "I don't got enough Spanish to understand this man!"
So Arthur Stuart got back into the business of camp, and left Alvin alone in the house with a woman who was half in love with him. Well, why shouldn't she be? He just saved her life. He just looked inside her body and saw what was wrong and fixed it up. You have to love somebody who does that, don't you?
It was no riverboat they boarded for the Mexico expedition. Steve Austin must have found somebody with mighty deep pockets, because what they had was a three-masted lateen-rigged schooner, good for the coastal trade, and with oar ports like a galley ship because the Gulf of Mexico was so often calm. There were full blown cannon on this ship, and field-pieces to take ashore when they got there. Artillery, by damn!
Calvin's respect grew for Sieve Austin's ability to get things done. Naturally, there were plenty of people willing to put up money to conquer Mexico-if they believed the expedition could actually succeed. And since there was almost no chance that it would-not with just one ship and a hundred or so minimally obedient "soldiers"-the fact that he got so much money behind this project meant that Steve Austin knew how to sell.
That's something I need to learn, thought Calvin. I'll watch this man and learn how he persuades people to invest money in insane projects. That would be a useful knack to have.
The ship turned in the river with the help of a couple of lines still attached to shore, so there'd be no chance of it getting out into the perpetual fog on the far bank and being lost. Then they cast free and began the long, stately voyage to the Mizzippy's mouth.
Not far below Barcy, the fog on the right