should stop for a while."
"No! Just let me think," I gasped. I could remember the stables and Aphrodite. I could remember that Heath needed me, and the wild, snowy ride on Persephone to the depot basement. But when I tried to remember past the basement the agony that speared through my head became too much for me. "Zoey!" Detective Marx's concern penetrated through my pain. "Something has messed with my mind." I wiped tears I hadn't realized I'd shed from my face. "Pieces of your memory are gone." It didn't sound like a question, but I nodded anyway. He was silent for a while. It seemed he was concentrating on the deserted, snow-covered road, but I thought I knew better, and his next words told me I was right. "My sister"--he smiled and glanced at me--"her name is Anne, warned me once that if I ever pissed off a High Priestess I would be in serious trouble because they had ways of erasing things, and what she meant by things was people and memories." He glanced from the road to me again, and this time his smile was gone. "So, I guess the question is: what have you done to piss off a High Priestess?"
"I don't know. I ..." My voice trailed off as I thought about what he'd said. I didn't try to remember what had happened that night. Instead, I let my memory drift lazily backward ... to Aphrodite and the fact that Nyx was still blessing her with vi sions, even though Neferet had spread the word that her visions were false ... to the small, almost imperceptible sense of wrong ness that had grown like a fungus around Neferet, until it culmi nated Sunday night in her undermining the decisions I'd made for the Dark Daughters ... to the nasty scene I'd witnessed be tween Neferet and ... and ... I braced myself against the heat that was starting to throb through my head and, along with a flash of piercing pain, remembered the creature Elliott had be come feeding from the High Priestess's blood. "Stop the truck!" I yelled.
"We're almost at the school, Zoey."
"Now! I'm going to be sick." We slid to the side of the empty road. I opened the door and dropped to the snowy street, staggered to the ditch, and puked up my guts into a snowbank. Detective Marx was beside me, pulling back my hair and sounding very dadlike as he told me to breathe and everything would be okay. I gulped air and finally stopped heaving. He handed me a handkerchief, one of those old-fashioned linen ones that was folded neatly into a clean square. "Thanks." I tried to hand it back to him after wiping my face and blowing my nose, but he smiled and said, "Keep it." I stood there, just gulping air and letting the throbbing in my head go away as I stared across a field of untouched snow to some distant oaks that grew along a massive stone and brick wall. And with a start of surprise, I realized where we were. "It's the east wall of the school," I said. "Yeah, I thought I'd take you the back way--give you more time to collect yourself, and maybe restore some of that mem ory." Restore ... What was it about that word? Tentatively, I thought hard, trying to remember while I braced myself against the pain I was sure would come. But it didn't, and into my memory came the vision of a beautiful meadow, and the wise words of my God dess ... the elements can restore as well as destroy. And then I understood what I had to do. "Detective Marx, I need a minute here, okay?"
"Alone?" he asked. I nodded. "I'll be in the truck, watching you. If you need me, call." I smiled my thanks, but before he'd turned to go back to the truck I was walking toward the oaks. I didn't need to be under them--to actually be in the school grounds, but being near them helped me center myself. When I was close enough to see how their branches entwined like old friends, I stopped and closed my eyes. "Wind, I call you to me and this time I ask that you blow clean any dark taint that has touched my mind." I felt a gust of cold, like I was being battered by my own personal hurricane, but it wasn't pressing against my body. It was filling