wishes someone had been there for her.
It’s time to help her friend.
30
BEC
Jake and I arrive in Chicago after a maddening rush-hour crush. The baby sleeps the whole way in Jackson’s car seat. The store isn’t yet open, but Jake pulled some strings and the manager is getting here early to let us in. We park on a side street and Jake feeds the meter an exorbitant hourly rate with a credit card. “Chicago parking. Taking over the world,” he mutters.
I fit the baby into a sling and offer a tight-lipped smile. It’s one of the things I’m thankful for—not shuffling my car from place to place in the city, though I would do that any day of the week if it meant I could get behind the wheel again. He guides me toward the shop, which is in Wicker Park.
City energy buds around us, even this early in the morning. It brings me a sense of peace. No matter how long I stay away from the city, it’s always like coming home.
“Detective?” A hesitant voice approaches us. Male. Young. The click of dress shoes on concrete.
“Thanks for meeting us, Dan.”
“Sure.” Dan shuffles keys and sticks one into the lock. He turns and the dead bolt releases. “Come in.” A few lights flip on, and I immediately smell cleaning supplies covered up by some expensive fragrance.
Since I can’t see what I’m looking for, I extract the onesie. “I’m trying to see if this onesie was bought here.”
He tuts as he takes it from me and mumbles to himself. “Same name, but this isn’t one of ours, I’m afraid. Let me just check to be sure.” He rummages through a few racks and returns to the checkout area. “Nope. Not ours.”
The disappointment is a swift kick in the gut. Another dead end.
“But,” he adds and leads us to the computer. “I’ve seen this brand. Not necessarily for onesies, but they make children’s clothing too.” He types hurriedly and then cranes the screen toward Jake. It squeaks with the effort. “Were these stores on your list?”
Jake jots down the names and addresses and claps him on the back. “You did good, Dan. Thanks again for meeting us.”
In less than five minutes, we’re back on the street. “What did he say? What are the other stores?”
“They happen to be the two on our list,” he says. “One in Oak Brook and one in Lake Geneva, Wisconsin.”
I calculate the odds of finding this needle in a very large haystack. “So if we can narrow it down…”
“Then we can maybe trace it back to recent purchases, a sales receipt, and if we’re lucky, a credit card. But that would mean pulling some major strings. No store manager is allowed to offer up that information.”
I tighten my ponytail and drop my hands. “I feel like we’re on a wild-goose chase.”
“Because we are.” Jake unlocks his car. The quick chirp of the alarm disables. He opens the door and helps with the baby. “But it’s the little things that solve cases. Trust me.”
I make sure the baby is secure and climb into the passenger seat. I rest my head against the headrest. I know he’s right, but it seems like we’re grasping at straws.
When Jake gets behind the wheel, I cringe from embarrassment. Here I am with one of Chicago’s lead homicide detectives, chasing onesies in hopes of solving a case. This must be laughable for him. I almost tell him so as the car revs to life.
“Oak Brook? Or Lake Geneva?”
“Jake.” I find his arm and rest my hand on it. “You don’t have to do this. I know you have to work. Can’t we just call them or scan a photo in? I feel like…” I scratch my head and point to an invisible solution beyond the windshield.
He twists in the driver’s seat to look at me. “You feel like what?”
“I feel like you’re just indulging me. Like you are in this with me but you might not really believe me. You might not really think this will lead anywhere.” My insecurity is out, and I await his easy reassurance. But he’s silent.
“Honesty?”
This used to be our thing. “Honesty?” we’d ask when either of us wasn’t sure how to articulate something we wanted to say. We’d have to drop whatever we were doing to listen. They were our naked moments where the other person couldn’t get defensive. It had pushed our relationship toward an amazing trajectory of honesty and openness. Even though we weren’t together, I