Chadwick
You came home from Germany rather than become a nun.
Would you choose the cloister now?” Matilda blinked tears from her eyes, furious that she was crying. “Just for once…” she said hoarsely, “just for once, I want him to see me, but he never will except as a tool.”
“Ah no, never think that!” Adeliza looked shocked. “He is proud of you—very proud, and that is why he is unyielding.
He knows your potential and he wants the best for you.”
“The best,” Matilda gave a caustic laugh. “Geoffrey of Anjou is the best? God save me from the worst!”
“Look,” Adeliza said patiently. “I know this betrothal has come as a shock, but it will work out, you will see.” She leaned over and kissed Matilda’s cheek. “I will leave you to think on it.”
“You mean my father will be wondering why you have been gone for so long?”
“The king has other matters to attend to, tonight.” Adeliza’s voice was careful and her body taut, so that Matilda knew her father must be engaged with one of the many court concubines—probably riding her as viciously as he did his hunting horse when he was in a temper. “There is no more I can say to you. Now you must think on this for yourself.” When Adeliza had gone, Matilda resisted the urge to close the bed curtains again and retreat into her shell. Adeliza’s actions had reminded her that she had a position in the world to uphold, and responsibilities. As she ate her supper, she pondered the matter. She was backed into a corner and her only recourse was to agree to the marriage as her father desired.
He said it was an honourable thing, and, viewed with a superficial eye it was, but deep down, at the core of the matter, she knew it was shameful.
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Brian looked up from the letter he had been writing to his constable at Wallingford and saw Roger, bishop of Salisbury, 70
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striding towards him, his jewelled staff cleaving the air. His dark eyes were narrow and his mouth tightly pursed. Brian rose and then knelt to kiss the sapphire episcopal ring on the clenched fist. “Will you take some wine, my lord?” he asked politely.
The bishop gestured and Brian poured him a goblet from the flagon standing on the trestle. He could almost feel Salisbury breathing fire down his neck.
“What do you know of these rumours flying about?” Salisbury snapped, taking the cup from Brian’s hand.
Brian’s nape prickled. “There are always rumours flying at court, my lord.”
“About this proposed marriage of the empress to Geoffrey of Anjou. You are deep in the king’s confidence, you must have heard. You are neither a fool nor deaf, and neither am I, even if I am getting on in years.” His mouth twisted.
Brian said nothing, but took time refilling his own cup.
“I know he has discussed it with you, and with Gloucester,” Salisbury growled. “When is he going to bring it before the rest of us, my lord, or does he think to leave us in ignorance?”
“I am sure I can tell you nothing you do not already know, sire,” Brian said woodenly.
“No, but I should not have to find out through back doors and keyholes. If he sends her to this marriage, he will rue the day. There will be unrest and men will rise up against him, mark my words.”
Brian arched his brows. “You know this for a fact, my lord bishop? Shall I make a list of which men you think are a threat?” He gestured towards his writing equipment. “Should I put a double guard on Waleran de Meulan?” Salisbury flushed. “You are insolent. I remember when you were a snivelling squire, wiping better men’s backsides. You might think you are clever, but any fool can twist thread into a rope to hang himself. You cannot think this is good policy, surely?” 71
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“You must talk to the king on the matter, sire.”
“I expected him to talk to us; that is the entire point.” The bishop took a swallow of wine and put his cup on the table.
“Since he has not, and since I swore that I would only give my oath to his daughter if we were consulted on her marriage, I will have to consider most carefully.” He twitched the sparkling edges of his cloak together. “He is leading us into a quagmire this time. Perhaps I am not the only foolish old man in