both of them.
He was panting by the time her fingers slid between her legs. She kept her eyes on his as she circled her clit. Finally she smiled. “You can look, Gavin.”
“Thank god.” He not only looked, he went to his knees to get an up-close view.
She started to pull her hand away, but he caught her wrist. “Oh, no, you don’t. Keep going.”
She did. She parted her legs and circled the pad of her middle finger over her clit again, nice and slow. Gavin ran his hands over the back of her thighs, gaze locked on her finger. She increased the rhythm and he glanced up to see her bottom lip pulled between her teeth, her eyes hot on him.
She slid her finger deep then, moaning softly as she did. Gavin felt his heart pound and he squeezed her thighs, dragging in a deep breath. Suddenly he had to be the one making her moan.
He came to his feet in one fluid motion, lifting one of her legs as he did it, spreading her open. He turned her back to the wall and pressed close.
“You okay?”
“God, yes.”
He thrust deep.
“Gavin!” she gasped.
“Allie,” he groaned, dropping his forehead to the wall over her shoulder and just pausing to feel. She was tight and hot and…all his. He moved his hips, eliciting a deep moan from her.
“Gavin.”
God, he loved hearing his name on her lips.
He moved again, pulling another groan from her. Then again. And again. Faster and deeper and harder.
Her fingers dug into his shoulders and her mouth went to his neck, where she sucked lightly, then licked, and he couldn’t get deep enough. He thrust three times, then kicked the curtain out of the way, lifted her and stepped out of the tub. He didn’t care that there was water spraying all over the bathroom, or that he was risking his neck by stepping out dripping wet. He had to be deep, as deep as he could get.
“Gavin?” she asked, just before he laid her down on the rug, knelt between her knees, spread her legs open and thrust again.
“Oh, yes,” she praised. “More.”
She looked so hot, spread out, dripping wet all over, begging him. He thrust fast and hard and deep and he could feel her inner muscles start to ripple. She grabbed the towel hanging from the rack over her head with both hands, using it to lift her upper body and press closer as he continued to drive into her. As her release built, she pulled harder on the towel, and the rack came loose. Gavin’s hand shot out and knocked it away before it hit her in the head as her orgasm swept over her.
She called out his name and gripped his hips with her thighs, and the way she milked him and the look of absolute bliss on her face sent him quickly over the edge.
He braced his arms, keeping his weight off of her for a moment, until he felt everything sweep over him and let go.
Then he slumped to the rug beside her with a heartfelt, absolutely contented sigh.
“Thank you.”
She didn’t think that she’d ever been more grateful to someone. And it was for sex.
But it was fantastic sex. With Gavin. It didn’t get better than that.
All of the tension and the sadness were gone. She was completely relaxed, sated, happy.
She hadn’t been any of those things, and certainly not all three together, in a really long time.
He chuckled. “I could say the same.”
She rolled toward him, breathing deep the scent of soap and man. “Seriously. Thank you for changing your mind about the rules. I really needed that.”
He didn’t say anything but she felt him stiffen slightly. And not in the good way.
Damn. “Gavin, I know you want this to be different…”
“It is different.”
But it wasn’t. He was her haven. As always. He’d made her feel all of the great things that he always made her feel, the great things that she was addicted to, that she needed in the midst of all the other crap.
It couldn’t be different. She needed it to be the same.
She propped herself onto one elbow. “What we’ve always had is really good, Gavin. It’s what I want. And need.”
“You don’t know what else it could be,” he said, finally looking at her. He stroked his hand over her hair. “You don’t know how much better it could be.”
Something in his voice, or his eyes, made her heart squeeze. She just wasn’t sure if it was love