Mariella is twelve years old now, and Gracie is just over three years younger.
The girls were surprised to see us, but not startled. I didn't know if Iona had even warned them we were stopping by to see them. Mariella and Gracie hugged us dutifully, but without enthusiasm. I wasn't surprised at that, given how Iona had tried hard to get the girls to regard us as unnecessary and maybe even bad. And since they didn't remember Cameron, I knew their memories of the trailer had to be faint or nonexistent.
For their sakes, I hoped so.
Mariella was starting to look more like a girl and less like a sack of flour. She had brown hair and eyes, and was square-built like her father. Gracie had always been small for her age, and she'd always been moodier than Mariella. She kissed me voluntarily, which was a first.
It's always hard to get comfortable with our sisters. It's uphill work, reestablishing a bond that has always been tenuous. They sat at the table with us and the woman who'd been a mother to them, and they answered questions, and they acted pleased with their little presents. We always got them a book apiece to encourage them to read, a pastime that wasn't the norm in the Gorham household. But we generally got them something else, too, something cute to wear in their hair or little trinkets, something frivolous. It was hard not to light up like a Christmas tree when Mariella said, "Oh, I read the other two books this lady wrote! Thanks!" I kept my "You're welcome" down to a pleased smile.
Gracie didn't speak, but she smiled at us. That was the more significant because she's not a smiley girl. She doesn't look a thing like Mariella; but then, my sister and I hadn't looked alike, either. Gracie looks like a little elf: she has greenish eyes, long wispy pale hair, an aggressive little nose, and a cupid's bow mouth.
Maybe I'm not a kid person. I find Gracie more interesting than Mariella, though this confession sounds simply cold. For all I know, real mothers have secret favorites, too. I'm pretty sure I don't show this partiality. I'm waiting for Mariella to do something that interests me, and I was delighted that she was happy about the book. If Mariella turned out to be a reader, I'd find a way to connect with her. Gracie had been so sick, at the same time I'd been sick. It had been the unstable taking care of the weak; I'd been laid low by being struck by lightning, and Gracie had had chronic chest and breathing problems.
"Are you a bad woman, Aunt Harper?" Gracie asked. The question came completely out of the blue.
This "aunt" business had originated with Iona, who'd thought we were so much older than our sisters that they ought to address us with respect. But that wasn't why I was so dumbfounded. "I try not to be bad," I said, to buy some time until I found out what had prompted that question.
Iona made herself mighty busy with her coffee, stirring it with a spoon over and over. I could feel my mouth clamp down in anger, and I was trying to keep the bitter words inside. After a moment, it became clear Iona was going to act like she wasn't involved in the conversation, so I went on. "I try to be honest with the people I work for," I said. "I believe in God." (Not the same God Iona worshipped, apparently.) "I work hard and I pay my taxes. I'm the best person I can be." And this was all true.
"Because if you take money from people and you can't really do what you say you can do, that's bad, right?" Gracie said.
"It sure is," Tolliver said. "That's called fraud. And it's something Harper and I would never, never do." His dark eyes drilled holes in Iona. Gracie looked at her adoptive mother, too. I was sure they were seeing two different people.
Iona was still not meeting our eyes, still stirring the damn coffee.
Hank came in the garage door then, which was good timing. Hank was a big man, with a broad, high-complexioned face and thinning blond hair. He'd been very handsome when he was younger, and he was a good-looking man still, now that he'd reached forty. His waist was barely thicker than it had been when he and Iona had married.
"Harper, Tolliver! Good to see you! We don't see