of clothes, and get down to just enough clothing to maintain modesty.
The defense attorneys sat motionless in their long black robes.
The Crown Prosecutor, Barry Zalmanowitz, had removed his jacket from beneath his own robes, though Gamache realized it would still be like a sauna under there.
His own jacket and tie remained in place.
It appeared a sort of game, a test, between the Chief Superintendent and the Chief Prosecutor. Who would wither first. The spectators and the jury watched with fascination as these two men melted, but refused to give in to the climate both had helped create.
But it was much more than a game.
Gamache wiped his eyes and brow and took a sip of the ice water, now tepid, that had been offered to him by Judge Corriveau earlier in the afternoon.
And still the examination continued.
Facing him, swaying slightly on his feet, the Crown Prosecutor swatted the fly away and gathered himself.
“The murder weapon was the bat, is that correct?”
“Oui.”
“This?” The Crown picked up a bat from the evidence table and took it to Gamache, who studied it for a moment.
“Oui.”
“I submit this into evidence,” said Zalmanowitz, showing it first to the judge then the defense attorneys before returning it to the evidence table.
In the gallery behind the Crown Prosecutor, Jean-Guy Beauvoir tensed. Never completely relaxed, he now sat stock-still, alert. Listening and glistening in the courtroom.
“It was found in the root cellar, leaning against the wall, not far from the body?” asked the Crown.
“It was.”
“Sort of casual, don’t you think?”
Beauvoir wondered if everyone could hear his breathing. It sounded, in his own ears, like bellows. Rapid, raspy. Unintentionally fanning the embers of his panic.
But the bellows breathing was almost drowned out by the beating of his heart. Pounding in his chest. In his ears.
They were closing in on the moment he’d dreaded. Glancing around, he thought, not for the first time, how strange it was that the most awful events could appear completely normal. To everyone else.
This was an instant that could change everything. Could change the course of events and the lives of everyone in the courtroom, and beyond.
Some for better. Some far worse.
And they had no idea.
Deep breath in, he commanded himself. Deep breath out.
He now regretted not learning meditation, but he had heard that a mantra was helpful. Something to repeat over and over. To lull.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuckity, fuck, fuck, he repeated to himself. It did not help.
He was beginning to feel light-headed.
“The killer made no effort to hide the murder weapon?” asked the Crown.
“Apparently not.”
“So it was just sitting there, for all to see?”
Jean-Guy Beauvoir rose to his feet. Feeling sick to his stomach, as though he was about to throw up. He grasped the wooden railing to steady himself.
Annoyed huffs and glances were shot his way as he moved quickly out of the row, stepping on toes as he went.
“Pardon. Pardon. Désolé,” he whispered, leaving winces and grunts in his wake.
Once in the aisle, he headed to the large double doors of the courtroom. They were closed and seemed to recede into the distance, even as he moved toward them.
“Chief Superintendent, I asked you a question.”
Behind Beauvoir there was silence.
He wanted to stop. To turn around. To stand there in full view, in the middle of the aisle. In the middle of the cauldron that was the courtroom. So that the Chief Superintendent, so that Armand Gamache, could see him. And know he was not alone. Know he was supported.
Whatever he chose to do. However he chose to answer.
They all knew this question would be asked. None of the other members of the inner core at the Sûreté had dared ask what Chief Superintendent Gamache intended to do when it was.
They preferred not to know and Chief Superintendent Gamache had preferred not to tell them. And certainly not to consult any of them. So that, when the inevitable investigation was held, this decision could be proven to be his, and his alone.
But Jean-Guy had asked.
It was a sunny summer afternoon just before the trial began, and the two men were working in the back garden of the Gamaches’ home in Three Pines.
The roses were in full bloom and their scent hung in the air, as did a hint of lavender, though Jean-Guy could not have named it. But it smelled nice. Familiar without being cloying. It conjured lazy days when he was very young. Weeks spent at his grandparents’ home in the country. Away from bickering parents and bullying brothers and moody sisters, and