to warm Akhmed’s neck. “He’s gone. It makes me sad. He’s gone. I wish he were here so I could ask him what to do. So I could say hello. I could talk to him. He always listened to me. He always spoke with me. He always answered when I asked a question.”
All too aware of that, Akhmed said nothing. It hadn’t always been like this. For years he, Ramzan, and Dokka had been friends. Every other Sunday they had gathered at Dokka’s house to play chess, feast lavishly, and for just a few hours overthrow the fear and deprivation that had replaced the old order. In another life Ramzan’s weaknesses would have manifested no tragedy greater than a cheated chess victory. Ramzan was the youngest of the three, so poor a chess player that Dokka had given him private lessons. He had learned well: made a board of the village, a pawn of the master.
“So tell me, where have you been all day?” Ramzan asked, his voice flat and solid, the voice of the anvil rather than of the metal flattened to it. “Tell me where you’ve been, who you’ve seen.”
“Nowhere, no one.”
“Come on, Akhmed. We both know that you will tell me. You are a clever man, you have a sick wife to consider, you know what will happen if you don’t. Let’s try it again. Akhmed, my dear friend, where were you today?”
Akhmed said nothing.
“Shy today, aren’t we? Well, let’s start small. Tell me something you’ve done today, hmm?”
“Praying.”
“That’s good. You should pray. I pray ten times a day. Five times for me and five for my father. I’m taking care of him, don’t worry about that,” Ramzan said. His lips were banks unable to seal the stream gushing between them. “Prayer is important. Prayer is very important. Especially now that we are living in the end time. You know that, don’t you? The final Caliph will appear and the prophet Jesus will descend and he will slaughter the pigs and break the crosses. We don’t have much time left, I don’t think. That’s why I pray ten times a day. I should probably pray fifteen or twenty times. My father needs it. You believe in the last days, don’t you?”
“I believe in final judgments,” Akhmed replied. “I believe we will each be called to account for our lives.”
“When I was a child, my father brought me an eight-track tape player. Most of the tapes he brought me from the university library were violin concertos and operas and symphonies. Can you imagine anything more boring for a ten-year-old? But it was a wonderful present. I loved it. I enjoyed messing around with the speeds and knobs more than I enjoyed listening to it. If I slowed the speed of the tape, the whine of the violins sank to lower, more ominous pitches. It makes me think of Al-Haaqqa. Are you familiar with verse thirteen? When the trumpet will sound one blast, the earth with the mountains will be uprooted and broken, that is the day when the inevitable event will come to pass, the heavens will fracture and fall, the angels will be on all sides, raising the Throne of the Lord that day, above them. And I used to think that the trumpet blast would come sudden and all consuming. A true blast. An atom bomb. A pinprick in the balloon that is the world. But maybe not. Maybe not. Maybe the trumpet blast has been slowed like an eight-track tape, sounding on the lower frequencies, and maybe the trumpeter’s breath lasts for many years, calling us not in unison, but each at a time.”
“You forgot Al-Haaqqa’s next line,” Akhmed said. A swollen bead of sweat slid down Ramzan’s forehead, following a thin ridge of scar tissue. When Akhmed was in his first year of medical school, he returned one November weekend for the Festival of the Sacrifice. Ramzan, still a teenager then, attempted a midnight liberation of the goat pledged for slaughter, partly because he believed the barbaric custom antithetical to Soviet rationality, but mainly because he wanted to see his pajama-clad father chase it through the night. In the ensuing struggle—Khassan, no fool, lay waiting—the goat, unable to distinguish its liberator from its executioner, grazed Ramzan’s temple with a sharp kick. He became Akhmed’s first patient. As Akhmed stitched a seam in his skin, the usually sullen teenager kept asking for Latin words. Ramzan spoke the words as if to spell them, holding the