but he had to try. He sucked and swallowed with his mouth, working Jonah’s cock as his fingers worked his ass.
Nails raked through his hair and tugged, hard, forcing him to release his hold on Jonah’s cock and a loud pop sounded as he raised his head, “Baby, what’s wrong?”
Jonah was jerking his head back and forth on the bed. His eyes were closed tight. His face was contorted as if he was in pain. Reed instantly stopped pressing at his hole, halting all movement as Jonah’s dark lashes fluttered and he finally opened his eyes to look at Reed.
“You’re not… inside me… yet.” Jonah was panting. “Please. I’m so close but I want you inside me. Please.”
The words came out in aching sobs and Reed’s entire body shuddered with emotion. Jonah was begging for him. Jonah was close and he didn’t want to come until Reed was inside. No man in his right mind could have waited a second longer with his lover looking at him like that and pleading with him to fuck him already.
Reed slid to the side of the bed and opened the drawer on the table there. He’d found Jonah’s little stash the first time they’d spent the night together. The lube and prostate massager were Jonah’s and they’d used them together several times. The condoms were Reed’s addition to the bedside table because he’d wanted to be prepared, just in case, whenever Jonah said he was ready.
He gave the man he loved a sideways glance and saw him watching from dark, glazed eyes. His lips were ravaged from biting them. His skin was sweaty and glowing. To Reed’s eye, he was so far past ready, but still, he paused long enough to check and make sure they were still on the same page.
“You’re sure?”
“I’m trying to give you my virginity, Reed. For God’s sake, shut up and take it already.”
Reed grinned at the snappy comeback and reached for the condoms and lube. Jonah smiled back at him and Reed’s heart all but hummed with satisfaction. This man, his man, wanted him, and that’s exactly what he was going to get.
All of him, forever.
Chapter Nineteen
Jonah’s heart was pounding so hard he could barely hear anything over the sound of his blood pumping in his ears. He felt more alive in that moment than he’d ever felt in his entire life. He knew, somewhere, deep down, he hadn’t just been waiting for this because he was awkward or shy. He’d been waiting because he’d never found the one person that saw him for who he truly was and accepted him completely. Now that he’d found him, found Reed, he couldn’t imagine ever letting him go.
He bit his lip, watching through lust-hooded eyes as Reed tore open the condom packet and then rolled the latex over his erection. Jonah swallowed the sudden knot in his throat. He’d seen it before of course. He’d taken Reed into his mouth more than once now. He knew he was long, with that slight curve to the left. He’d imagined what it would feel like to have his cock inside of him, if that tilt would hit him in just the right place. But as Reed snapped open the lube and coated his hand, using it to stroke himself until he was slick and groaning, Jonah knew he wasn’t going to have to imagine for much longer.
Reed crawled back over him, lube still in his free hand. He leaned down and kissed Jonah softly, tenderly, and Jonah gasped as he felt Reed’s now slick fingers sliding inside him again. That first push through the ring of muscles always made him gasp but he moaned as Reed began to work his magic, opening Jonah up as he tangled their lips and tongues together.
Jonah’s hips pushed at the thick fingers penetrating him but it wasn’t enough. Not tonight. Tonight he wanted all of it. He wanted Reed. He wanted the two of them bound together.
“I’m ready.” he whispered as he broke the kiss and stared up into Reed’s sparkling eyes.
There were still questions lingering behind those stormy blue depths and Reed licked his lips nervously, “I don’t want to hurt you.”
Jonah cupped his cheeks and forced him to meet his gaze, “When we first met you told me that you wanted to fuck me until I knew I wasn’t whole without you. I already know that, Reed. You make me whole. So please, put me back together.”
Reed groaned, “I can’t believe you remember