to thud as they drove along. They met another other cart containing Mark and the nurse, Ms. Hix, as they drove alongside the garden wall, then around into the woods. They parked on the dirt maintenance road.
“Stay here,” Larry said to Stevie.
Mark hopped out of his cart with a hard hat on. Ms. Hix was wearing a large puffer coat and had a fluorescent-orange emergency bag over her shoulder. The three moved into the woods. Stevie huddled inside of her coat.
“Hatch is unlocked,” Larry said. It groaned as he pulled the door open. He started down the steps, shining his tactical flashlight into the space.
“Hayes?” he shouted. “Hayes, speak up if you’re in there!”
No reply.
“I’m going in,” he said to Mark. “Stand by.”
The dark crowded around Stevie. Her fingers started to go numb from the tips down. Alone, in this cart under the thick dome of trees, Stevie felt a creeping dread, the kind that comes from cold, untamed spaces and uninterrupted dark and trouble that had no name. There would be trouble tonight. How did they punish people at Ellingham? Why was the night so wide? What the hell lived in the trees and undergrowth that made that much rustling? Did bats attack the heads of people in golf carts?
A shout pierced her devolving thoughts. It was Larry.
“Mary! Mark, call 911! Tell them we need the chopper!”
The words hit her like a bolt. Ms. Hix hurried into the tunnel. Mark stepped into a clearing to make the call. Stevie got out of the cart, taking every step deliberately, slowly, as though the ground itself might give way, and moved toward the opening in the ground. She heard muffled voices now. They were deep inside the tunnel, and something was very wrong.
She didn’t have her big flashlight, but her phone was in her pocket, so she used that as a light. Carefully, with an ever-increasing pulse, she climbed down the steps. She could hear feverish conversation deep within—they were all the way down in the liquor room. Stevie stepped forward like she was walking into a dream, her tiny light guiding the way. She ignored everything Larry had said about the instability of the tunnel. Something was happening, and some force was pulling her in to face some grim unknown.
As she approached the door, she heard the nurse use the words unresponsive, cold, cyanotic. Larry turned and flashed his light on her as she approached.
“What happened?” Stevie heard herself ask.
Larry walked toward her. He did not run. You ran when you needed help. You walked when you had to start carefully containing the scene.
Larry’s powerful flashlight was pointed down, focused on something on the ground. A mass, unmoving. It took a moment for Stevie to register that the thing was Hayes, his feet toward the door. He was in a semi-fetal position, one leg outstretched. His skin was a purple blue.
“Stevie,” Larry said, blocking the door with his body.
But she had seen all she needed to. You know death when you see it.
16
SHOCK IS A FUNNY THING. THINGS GET BOTH SHARP AND FUZZY. TIME stretches and distorts. Things come rushing into focus and seem larger than they are. Other things vanish to a single point.
“Come with me,” Larry said, turning Stevie by the shoulders gently and leading her out of the tunnel and back to the cart.
“He’s dead,” Stevie said, looking up at the sky and taking a deep breath of cool air. “Hayes is dead.”
Larry continued to lead her toward the cart for a moment before speaking. He settled her into the passenger’s seat and looked her in the face.
“Are you okay?” he asked.
“Just tell me if I’m right.”
Larry exhaled slowly.
“He’s dead,” he said.
“Why?” she asked. She sounded simple, like a child.
“I don’t know,” Larry said. “Do you? What was he doing down there tonight, Stevie? You need to tell me.”
“I don’t know,” Stevie said. “Really. I don’t know.”
Larry studied her face for a moment then seemed to accept her answer. Stevie felt like she was gently hovering over the scene like in a recurring dream she had in which she floated from room to room of a neighbor’s house, watching them do mundane things. A ghost in someone else’s home.
“What are we going to do?” she asked.
Again, what a weird question. Inside Stevie could think. Outside Stevie was hugging herself and saying weird things.
“I’m going to take you back to Minerva,” Larry said.
They said nothing as they drove back. Ellingham Academy rolled past her, looking like movie footage.