open, and there she was, back in her dress and those boots. Had I fucking conjured her? Was this some cruel joke?
“Get the fuck out, Ally,” I growled.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I was dropping something off for Shayla, and there were papers for you to sign, and I used a key and…”
I chanced a glance at her in the mirror.
She was still there and she was staring at me. Her mouth a perfect O. My throbbing dick jerked, and I held it in a chokehold.
I was so close to coming. And she was right there.
But this wasn’t a fantasy. This was reality. There were rules.
And I was a goddamn monster.
Wanting her made me a monster.
“Dom,” she said softly.
I squeezed my eyes shut. “Ally, you need to go.” My voice shook.
“You said my name. Before,” she said, she took a step closer. She looked dazed.
She’d heard me say her name while I was stroking my own cock.
“Ally, I can’t hold on. Get the fuck out of here,” I said through clenched teeth. Desperation was bitter in my mouth.
She was next to me now. I could smell her goddamn lemon shampoo. “If you weren’t worried about anything else,” she began softly, “would you want me to stay?”
“Go. Now,” I growled. I could feel my pulse in my head and the crown of my cock simultaneously.
She laid a hand on my shoulder, and it almost broke me. “Answer me, Dom.”
“Jesus. Please, Ally.” I was begging her now. If I released my hold on my dick, I’d come. And she’d stand there watching. I couldn’t do anything but clamp my fist around my goddamn hard-on and look at her.
“Are you thinking about me?” she asked.
“Yes.” I snapped out the confession through gritted teeth. “Happy? I’m always thinking of you.”
“But you don’t want me enough to bend the rules.”
I chanced a look at her. Her lids were heavy, lips parted and wet as if she’d just licked them. “They are rules for a reason.”
She stepped around me and slid between me and the vanity. The tip of my dick was centimeters away from her stomach. “So you can want to touch me, to fuck me. But the rule is more important.”
Sweat was running down my back.
“Something like that,” I breathed out. Right this second, my own logic didn’t even make sense.
“I’m so pissed at you, Dom. But apparently that doesn’t mean I don’t want to know what it feels like to have you inside me. And I hate that,” she confessed.
“Join the club,” I rasped.
I tried to think about every unsexy thing in the universe, but nothing could tear my brain away from Ally. Not when she was stepping those fuck-me boots apart in front of me and reaching for the hem of her dress.
“Don’t you fucking do it,” I warned her.
“Can I show you? Please? I won’t if you don’t want me to.”
I wanted it more than I wanted anything in the entire fucking universe. More than I wanted to go back to my old life. More than I wanted my father to not be a monster. More than I wanted to come. “God. Yes.”
She lifted the hem of her dress, revealing those red panties I’d caught a glimpse of earlier. There was a wet spot on the front. She was fucking wet.
“Is that for me?” The words tore up my throat like they were made of glass.
“I think about you, too, Dom. I like fighting with you, flirting with you. And apparently, you being a high-handed alpha asshole is a turn-on too. And I don’t like it any more than you do.”
“I can’t be with you, Ally. Not like you want. Not while you work here.”
“And I can’t quit,” she whispered.
My dick was throbbing and turning an angry purple. I loosened my grip by a millimeter, relieved when I didn’t explode right then and there all over her.
Watching me, she slipped her thumbs into the waistband of her panties and slid them down her legs. I didn’t see a damn thing because the dress skimmed down, covering her goddamn promised land. Red cotton on smooth, milky skin. My dick spasmed. I resumed my chokehold.
She stepped out of them and handed them to me. They were warm. I barely restrained myself from holding them to my face and breathing them in like a fucking pervert. “Give me something to think about tonight, Dom. Please.”
She was handing me a goddamn fantasy. And that “please.” Those liquid honey eyes pleaded with me and had me taking