not I had it.
“Did you ever have it checked?” I asked.
“What checked?”
“The thing that crawled up your skinny ass and died.”
“The weak never understand,” she scoffed.
“The weak?” I laughed. Seriously, someone had seen Mean Girls one too many times.
She looked me up and down. “The weak. The pathetic. The ones who show up where they don’t belong. You don’t belong on Christian James’s arm any more than you belong in Dominic Russo’s bed.”
“Who are you talking to, Mal? Me or you?” I shot back.
She bared her teeth at me. I realized the woman before me had years of practice in being a domineering bully. I shuddered when I thought of High School Prom Queen Malina.
“You think you’re so special,” she hissed.
“We’re all special,” I said, exasperated. “That’s the point. Me being special doesn’t make you less special. You being a douche to all of humanity factors in, though.”
“Fuck you, Ally.”
“No. Fuck you, Malina. We’re not in some Hunger Games competition for male attention,” I spat out. “Don’t you think you’re worth more than being some rich dick’s trophy lay?” I mean, at this point, I wasn’t sure she was. There didn’t seem to be a human being under all those layers of contouring and fillers.
“Now who are you trying to convince?” she shot back. “You follow Dominic around like a cat in heat.”
Ouch. That one hurt.
“You need to stop acting like men are some precious commodity and go find your soul somewhere. Because you are a truly horrible person, and right now, I don’t know if there is anyone on this entire island who would be sad if you got hit by a bus tonight.”
“Are you threatening me?” Her eyes narrowed to slits.
I rolled my eyes. “No. You idiot. I’m not threatening to steal a city bus and run you over with it. I’m trying to warn you. You’re young and smart and beautiful, and you are wasting it all on being a raging asshole. Do you really want to be on the receiving end of an alimony check from someone like Paul Russo? A man who used you and saw you as nothing more than an accessory? Or do you want to live and love and find some scrap of happiness or whatever your vampire equivalent is?”
I didn’t have the energy to dodge the slap. Plus I’d just caught a glimpse of a cheese danish that was calling my name and kind of missed the diva-worthy wind-up. The shithead caught me on my pre-existing bruises.
“That’s the only shot you get at me or anyone else I care about, Malina. So take your flat ass and your bony elbows home and think long and hard about what you want in this life,” I hissed.
She looked like she was thinking about hitting me again, and I looked for a nearby chair to hit her in the face with if necessary. But then the beautiful, soulless blonde whirled away from me and stormed toward the lobby.
I felt sorry for her. I mean, I totally hated her guts also. But somehow, me dating Dominic Russo had cracked this woman’s fragile sense of purpose. It wasn’t love she had for him. It was designs of a grander life. And, in her twisted, malnourished mind, I’d taken that opportunity away from her.
“Damn, girl. That looked like it hurt,” the cashier called to me. “You want a free ice cream?”
“I really do.”
“Take your pick, honey. That one is a rattlesnake.”
“How do you feel about being my witness if she tries to sue me or get me fired?”
“Happy to.” The woman nodded. “Take two ice creams,” she insisted. “You can put one on your face.”
57
Ally
Dance class passed in a sweaty blur of thumping beats, high heart rates, and good spirits. My little class seemed to expand every week. The windows were steamed, faces glowed, and dancers of all ages and sizes high-fived on their way out the door.
“That was amazing,” Gola announced, patting her face with a towel.
“Yeah. Uh-huh. Tell us everything,” Ruth said, grabbing me by the front of my sweaty tank.
“Motion seconded,” Missie said between swigs of water.
“There isn’t much to tell,” I lied.
“Bullshit,” Ruth coughed into her hand.
“Have you had sex?” Missie wanted to know.
“I’m not answering that.”
“Question: Does naked Dominic Russo have the same brain-melting potency or a higher dosage than fully clothed Dominic Russo?” Ruth asked.
“Definitely not answering that.”
“How did he ask you out? Was it super romantic?” Gola wondered.
“That one I’ll answer. I believe he told me that we were officially