still heavy into the sedatives.”
“You thought of everything. She owes you a great deal, Newell. Does she realize that?”
“Of course I do.” Beth was standing in the doorway with a bowl of water and a first-aid kit in her hands. “Why shouldn’t I? I’m not on those drugs any longer. I can think, I can feel. Stop talking about me as if I was that woman at Seahaven—I’m not that person any longer.” She came forward and set the bowl of water on the table beside Newell’s chair. “I won’t be her.”
“Shh.” Newell smiled at her. “You protest too much. Of course, you’re not her. I was just telling Eve how much you’d changed.”
“You were?” Her expression cleared, and she suddenly smiled. “I thought that I was learning and changing in the past few days, but it’s hard to know when there’s no one around that you trust to ask if it’s true.” She dipped a cloth into the water. “Now be quiet, and I’ll clean up these stitches and rebandage you.”
“I could do it,” Eve offered.
“Why? Because you think I can’t?” Beth was carefully cleaning the blood from around the stitches. “I took a first-aid course when I was competing at a ski competition in Switzerland before … before they took me to the hospital.”
“And you still remember?” Eve asked.
“I didn’t. It was only a blur. But it’s all been coming back to me for the past few days. Just bits and pieces, but the memories are as sharp as if it were yesterday.” She dried the wound, then carefully rebandaged it. “This was nothing. I remember CPR lessons and laughing at—” She broke off and stepped back. “I remember laughing a lot. Then it stopped.”
“Do you remember a Dr. Hans Gelber?” Newell asked.
“No. Why?”
“He was one of your first specialists at the hospital. I was just wondering if that was about the time that you forgot the laughter.”
She shrugged. “I don’t know. There were so many doctors. It doesn’t matter. I’ll know soon. It’s all coming back now.”
“You’re wrong. I believe it may matter very much,” Eve said slowly.
“I wasn’t talking to you.” Beth glanced at her. “And you’re looking angry again.”
“I am angry. But not at you.”
I remember laughing a lot. And then it stopped.
Eve was finding those words incredibly moving. Her own life had not been filled with laughter, but her laughter had not been smothered by some doctor who had been ordered to destroy memories, and with it, a woman’s laughter. “And I think that we should hurry the process along and track down that doctor Newell mentioned.”
* * *
JOE SLOWED DOWN TO A CRAWL as he passed the long driveway of the estate next door to the Dendridge Tudor. It was dark, and there were several turns on the way up the hill. A good place to pull off and avoid possible scrutiny and yet be able to keep everything around him under surveillance.
Are you up there, Drogan?
If they’d been followed by Drogan, he could have pulled off at any of ten houses along this stretch.
And there was no proof that they had been followed.
No proof. But a nagging hunch that wouldn’t go away. Joe believed in hunches. They had saved his life too many times for him to ignore them. And he had felt that strong whisper of instinct the moment he had gotten out of the car back at the Tudor. That sense of being watched …
He had thought it might be Drogan somewhere on the grounds, but that hadn’t panned out. So he had decided to explore the road behind him.
Nothing.
Or nothing he could see.
He turned around and headed back toward the Tudor. He didn’t like the idea of not being with Eve when he knew that bastard was somewhere around. He’d come back later on foot and scour the neighborhood.
He dialed Eve. “No luck. I’m on my way.” He hung up, and his gaze once more traveled down the street of luxurious homes.
But I know you’re out there, Drogan. You can’t hide from me for long. I’ll find you.
* * *
“JOE’S ON HIS WAY BACK.” Eve hung up the phone and turned to Beth. “Newell doesn’t look too good. Do you have any coffee in this place?”
“In the kitchen.” Beth headed for the door. “I’ll get it.”
“I’ll go with you.” She said over her shoulder to Newell, “Stay where you are and rest. We’ll be right back.”
“I’m not moving.” Newell closed his eyes. “It’s been a rough night. I deserve