one of my greatest allies—all for one woman. That conversation could have gone much worse. He could have declared war on me, making me an enemy for wasting his time. Somehow, I got lucky. If I hadn’t given him that cash, things could have ended quite differently. Instead of making back the money Joseph owed me, I lost more of it.
How the fuck did that happen?
9
London
I couldn’t go down there.
My legs refused to move. I couldn’t hold my own weight. I hadn’t left the bed since Crewe walked out. The tears came and went. Just when they stopped, they’d start back up again. My chest carried a permanent ache that wouldn’t go away.
I considered jumping out the window and trying to break my neck. But from the second story, it just wasn’t high enough. Crewe seemed like a man with guns in the house, but I hadn’t found any.
How did my life come to this?
The day before I was dragged out of my bed in the middle of the night, I had just finished my rotation on the surgical floor. I was fascinated by my patients, genuinely concerned for their recovery and their lives. I felt a high, a rush from doing something meaningful.
Now I was here—about to become a slave.
Crewe walked into the bedroom, his brown eyes nearly black in anger. He called up to me twice, but I still didn’t obey. I wasn’t scared of his wrath, just in shock over what was about to happen.
“You’ll have to drag me out…” I tightened my arms around my waist and waited for his attack. “But I’ll fight you the whole way, kicking and screaming. And when Bones has me, I’ll do the same to him.”
Crewe slowly approached me, still looking down at me with a slight sneer. “New plan.”
I stared at him, my breathing all over the place. “What?”
“I sent Bones away because I’ve come up with a better idea, a better punishment.”
What punishment could possibly be worse than being that madman’s prisoner?
“You’re mine—forever.” He stared at me like he hated me, like I’d done something terrible to him within the past hour. “You’re my prisoner, my slave. You’ll do as I ask without me having to ask more than once. I’ll wear you on my arm everywhere I go, so everyone will know what I’ve done to Joseph Ingram.”
My arms dug into my waist as I gripped myself tightly. It seemed like I was missing a piece of the puzzle because this wasn’t adding up. I voluntarily slept with Crewe, obviously with an ulterior motive, but that was something I couldn’t have done with Bones no matter how hard I tried. Bile wouldn’t stop rising up my throat. From what I could see, being forced to do whatever he wanted was far better than going home with that asshole who gave me a black eye.
“You’ll never go home. You’ll never escape. This is your life until you die or I kill you myself.” His hand moved to my neck, squeezing me tightly. “Do you understand me?” When I didn’t answer fast enough, he gripped my chin and forced me to look at him. “Do you?”
All I could feel was relief. I never thought being Crewe’s prisoner would be a blessing, but in comparison to my previous fate, it was welcomed. Crewe was complicated and sinister, but he wasn’t evil like that other man. It actually seemed like I had a second chance at life, something to live for. “Yes.”
He released my chin.
“But I’ll never stop trying to escape. I’ll never obey your commands. I’ll never act like a dog. The only thing I accept is being your prisoner, but that doesn’t mean I’m a willing prisoner.”
That must have been enough because Crewe walked out.
When the door was shut, I cried again. But this time, they were tears of relief. I was so grateful that my heart was about to explode. It was the first surge of joy I’d had since I arrived here, and even though it was pathetic to be grateful for something so miserable, it didn’t change anything.
The tears fell.
I slept well for the first time in three days.
Nightmares didn’t haunt me. Bones didn’t assault me, grabbing my tits while he threw his head back and laughed. He didn’t break my bones or chase me with a baseball bat. All I dreamt of were the seals that swam along the coastline, sleeping on rocks until they accidentally rolled over and plummeted into the water.
The next morning,