him, it had always been one of life's minor mysteries, like the incidents in the books of Charles Fort, or the instinct that always brought the swallows back to Capistrano.
He looked around quickly as he sat down, afraid he would see Vinnie Mason or Steve Ordner or some other laundry executive. But the place was stuffed with strangers. To his left, a young man was trying to persuade his girl that they could afford three days in Sun Valley this February. The rest of the room's conversation was just soft babble-soothing.
"A drink, sir?" The waiter was at his elbow.
"Scotch-rocks, please," he said.
"Very good, sir," the waiter said.
He made the first one last until noon, killed two more by twelve-thirty, and then, just mulishly, he ordered a double. He was just draining it dry when he saw Mary walk in and pause in the door between the foyer and the dining room, looking for him. Heads turned to look at her and he thought: Mary, you ought to thank me-you're beautiful. He raised his right hand and waved.
She raised her hand in return greeting and came to his table. She was wearing a knee-length wool dress, soft patterned gray. Her hair was braided in a single thick cable that hung down to her shoulder blades, a way he could not recall having seen her wear it (and maybe worn that way for just that reason). It made her look youthful, and he had a sudden guilty flash of Olivia, working beneath him on the bed he and Mary had shared so often.
"Hello, Bart," she said.
"Hi. You look awful pretty."
"Thanks."
"Do you want a drink?"
"No... just an Andyburger. How long have you been here?"
"Oh, not long."
The lunch crowd had thinned, and his waiter appeared almost at once. "Would you like to order now, sir?"
"Yes. Two Andyburgers. Milk for the lady. Another double for myself." He glanced at Mary, but her face showed nothing. That was bad. If she had spoken, he would have canceled the double. He hoped he wouldn't have to go to the bathroom, because he wasn't sure he could walk straight. That would be a wonderful tidbit to carry back to the old folks at home. Carry me back to Ol' Virginnie. He almost giggled.
"Well, you're not drunk, but you're on your way," she said, and unfolded her napkin on her lap.
"That's pretty good," he said. "Did you rehearse it?"
"Bart, let's not fight."
"No," he agreed.
She toyed with her water glass; he picked at his coaster.
"Well?" she said finally.
"Well what?"
"You seemed to have something in mind when you called. Now that you're full of Dutch courage, what is it?"
"Your cold is better," he said idiotically, and tore a hole in his coaster without meaning to. He couldn't tell her what was on the top of his mind: how she seemed to have changed, how she seemed suddenly sophisticated and dangerous, like a cruising secretary who has bartered for a later lunch hour and who would refuse any offer of a drink unless it came from a man inside a four-hundred-dollar suit. And who could tell just by glancing at the cut of the fabric.
"Bart, what are we going to do?"
"I'll see a psychiatrist if you want me to," he said, lowering his voice.
"When?"
"Pretty soon."
"You can make an appointment this afternoon if you want to."
"I don't know any shr-any."
"There's the Yellow Pages."
"That seems like a half-assed sort of way to pick a brainpeeker."
She only looked at him and he looked away, uncomfortable.
"You're angry with me, aren't you?" she asked.
"Yeah, well, I'm not working. Fifty dollars an hour seems sort of high for an unemployed fellow."
"What do you think I'm living on?" she asked sharply. "My folks' charity. And as you'll recall, they're both retired."
"As I recall, your father's got enough shares in SOI and Beechcraft to keep the three of you on easy street well into the next century."
"Bart, that's not so." She sounded startled and hurt.
"Bullshit it's not. They were in Jamaica last winter, Miami the year before that, at the Fountainbleau no less, and Honolulu the year before that. Nobody does that on a retired engineer's salary. So don't give me that poorbox routine, Mary-"
"Stop it, Bart. The green's showing."
"Not to mention a Cadillac Gran DeVille and a Bonneville station wagon. Not bad. Which one do they use when they go to pick up their food stamps?"
"Stop it!" she hissed at him, her lips drawn back a bit from her small white teeth, her fingers gripping the edge of the