she shook her head like Meat shaking off water after having gone in for his daily dose of seaweed. The stupid mutt loved to eat the stuff. Then he liked to barf it back up on the wooden floorboards of the porch.
“Sorry.” Her voice was flat. “Are you speaking Martian? Nothing about that makes any sense. Why would we both end up hurt if we loved each other?”
He dropped his eyes to his clasped hands. They were hard and scarred, proof of the life he’d lived. The life that’d made him what he was. Who he was.
“You wanna get married someday?” he asked gently. “You wanna have kids and make a family and do that whole American pie thing?”
She didn’t answer immediately, forcing him to lift his gaze to her face. He wouldn’t have thought it possible, but she was even more beautiful in the glow of the bedside lamps. They caught the honey-blond strands in her hair and made them shine like spun gold.
“I’m a little leery of the institution, if you want the truth,” she admitted. “But I think a lot of modern women are. I read an article recently that attributed the decline in the marriage rate to the uptick of women entering the workforce, but still being restricted by traditional gender roles. Basically, the author’s point was not only are women supposed to bring home the bacon, but they’re also supposed to fry it up, get the kids ready for bed, and make sure the laundry is folded.” She lifted a finger. “Another article I read—”
Mason watched the play of emotions over her face as she delved into the subject. Her eyes were bright. Her cheeks flushed a lovely pink. And her Kewpie-doll mouth wrapped itself around the words.
When he realized he’d stopped listening, he gave himself a mental slap and once more attended to her monologue.
“Modern woman is the most dissatisfied woman in history. But that’s not to say I don’t want a life partner. I’m a romantic at heart. I like the idea of finding someone who’ll wake up and choose me every day. Someone I’ll wake up and choose every day. But I don’t think that requires a legal document.”
He opened his mouth to press home his point, but she lifted her finger again and kept at it.
“Although, there are financial incentives to making it legal. Tax benefits and whatnot. Did you know it behooves couples to have large income disparities? The spouse making less money can pull the spouse making more money into a lower tax bracket. And it certainly benefits them to have dependents. Which brings me around to the second part of your question. Kids? I think I want some someday. Or maybe just one.” She pushed her glasses higher on the bridge of her nose. “The birth rate is declining right along with the marriage rate. People still use that whole two-point-three statistic when they’re talking about the American family. But as of 2018, that number has decreased to one-point-eight.” She cocked her head. “What are you smiling at?”
“You,” he admitted. “Not sure I ever heard someone say that many words without taking a breath.”
She grimaced. “Yes. A boy in high school used to call me Gabby McGabberson. Which I’m pretty sure he meant to be an insult. However!” Up went her finger for the third time. “The joke was on him. His name was Richard Johnson.”
When Mason frowned, she explained. “Dick Johnson? He was a penis no matter which way you sliced him.”
A wicked little smile pulled her lips tight, and Mason felt his own twitching in response. Then he cleared his throat, determined to circle back around to the subject.
“I’ll never have a wife or a life partner or a family.” He watched unhappily as her smile faded and her eyes darkened.
For a long moment she said nothing. Finally, her voice too soft, she murmured, “Your first marriage really did a number on you, huh?”
His tone was dark when he told her, “This has nothing to do with Sarah. I promise you that.” After all, he thought, it wasn’t Sarah’s fault I became who I am. “Can’t you and I agree to be friends and leave it at that?”
“Friends like you and Donna are friends?”
The question—and the imagery that came with it—caused renewed movement behind his fly. Don’t get a boner. Don’t get a boner.
He opened his mouth, but she must’ve read the look on his face. Before he could say anything, she blurted out, “Okay, I’ll