the hundreds of things owning a ranch necessitates they do, and even though I should go inside and help out, I’m too keyed up.
I know what I need. I turn on my heel and head for the stable. My horse, Ranger, whinnies when he sees me. He’s a chestnut-colored purebred Appaloosa stallion, and I got him the day I came back to this ranch after the Army. My first horse, Shogun, died while I was overseas.
“Let’s go for a ride, boy,” I tell him, taking my saddle down from the rack and fitting it over him. I run my hand over his white starburst facial marking and he nods his approval.
We set off, no destination in mind. Ranger always helps me think. The rhythm of the ride, whether it’s a cantor or a trot, makes life seem a little clearer. It takes the big things and makes them small again. It reaches into the center of my chest where sometimes it’s hard to breathe and makes space.
It helps me forget my final deployment, and the two people I couldn’t save.
10
Dakota
“Hey Junior,” Dad says when I walk into his hotel room. I’m fresh from a much-needed nap and shower. After drinking with Waylon last night and getting up early to meet Wes, not to mention the sheer emotional exhaustion of being around Wes, I deserved that two-hour nap.
He sets down the book he’s reading and looks up at me. “How’d it go?”
“Well, I’d say. The land is beautiful, Dad. It’s just high up enough to get amazing views of Sierra Grande, and there are these pecan trees that would be gorgeous if given the right care. I talked with someone today and got an invite to a book club meeting. I’m hoping to talk to some ladies and get ideas.”
My dad lets out a low, appreciative whistle. “I knew you’d be good in this role, Dakota, but you’re really knocking it out of the park. Is something about this town special to you? You seem to care more than the average project manager I’ve worked with.”
I swallow. “No. I just don’t want to be the kind of company who comes in and does as they please without regard. Like wearing muddy boots on white carpet.”
The pride on his face is unadulterated, the kind of pride that’s so shiny and pure only a parent can feel it for their child.
I duck my head so I don’t have to see it anymore. I don’t deserve it.
“Have you talked to Abby recently?” I ask to change the subject.
“About an hour ago. Emerson answered.” The proud grandpa look he often wears overtakes his face. “She told me about the turtle.”
Oh God. The turtle. I forgot about it.
My dad cocks his head to the side. “I remember when you girls were young and I traveled a lot for work. It was hell on me. I used to bring home a postcard for each of you from whatever city I’d been in, even if I’d been there before and you already had one.”
I smile. “I remember that. We loved racing to see who could get to you first when you walked in the door.”
He chuckles. “Those days go by quickly. Your mom used to tell me that the days are long but the years are short.”
A burning sensation pricks my nose and I turn away. I run my finger along the back of a chair and will the sensation to fade. “Do you want to get an early dinner? I saw a diner I want to try. Small-town diners are the best, right?”
Dad gives me a long look before he says, “Sure, Dakota. Small-town diner it is.”
“For the record, I was right,” I tell him, slapping down my plastic-covered menu on the chipped but clean Formica countertop.
“Oh yeah?” Dad asks, drinking his strawberry milkshake.
I tuck my freezing cold hands between my knees and lower my head to the straw of my peanut butter chocolate malt. “This is the best.”
“I agree.” He pushes his shake away like he’s trying to keep himself from having too much of it.
“Everything good here?” The waitress stops and looks at us. Her name is Cherilyn, and she has a pillowy bosom and generous arms, and she looks like she gives the best hugs.
“Best we’ve ever had,” I answer.
She hoots. “That might be true if you were from around here, but my gut is telling me you aren’t.”
Geez, what is it with the people in Sierra Grande? Do they have specialized brains groomed