remembering JT putting me to bed. I couldn’t tell them I remembered everything. Even JT acted like I was too far gone to remember. He kept giving me looks at breakfast. He kept my hand in his. I could feel his thumb tracing my knuckles. The same hand that had been… oh god, I was wanton. I had never acted like this with anyone but JT. He’s just so hot. A burning blaze of masculinity that could melt me with just a look. And he was all mine. Mine.
During the week I had gotten a few texts from Nick. They were short and terse. One minute he’s trying to warn me off and the next he’s trying to seduce me. I ignore the texts but I keep getting that same icky feeling only now if feels like dread. I shake it off and concentrate on the gelding I’m working with. Everyone agreed to keep the marriage a secret until we could find out how far Nick was going to go.
JT asked me to go for a ride up to the bluff. My stomach clenches in nervousness. We hadn’t really talked much since that night. I know I wanted more but I wasn’t sure how to ask him. We were sleeping in our own houses but a day didn’t pass when we weren’t talking or seeing one another, several times a day. A caress here, a stolen kiss there. I was nervous around him more now than any time before. With Nick still looming in the background I was worried JT would change his mind or Blanche would somehow convince him he’d made a horrible mistake. I wish those two would disappear and leave us alone.
The horses are all tied up. A blanket is laid out, food spread for our little picnic. We indulge in the fruit, sandwiches, and drinks. The setting is beautiful. The sky is clear. Our view is unobstructed, revealing a green and lush valley below.
I’m so relaxed my eyes start to droop. “Come here.” JT pulls me to sit in front of him. I lean back, closing my eyes, relishing in his warmth. My mind wanders to that night. I wonder if he’s thinking of the same thing. JT pulls my hair to the side, placing a warm kiss on my neck. His whiskers tickle my ear. I turn my head so our lips can make contact. It starts off slow and gentle. I feel his tongue coax my lips apart. The kiss deepens and soon I am on my back with JT laying half on my. My hands tangle in his hair, clutching is lips to me. One arm pillowing my head with a hand tangled in my hair while the other arm caresses my face.
“You’re so beautiful.” I can feel his hard length against my thigh. I arch towards him as his fingers trace my jaw, then my neck, and down between my breasts. He looks me in the eyes with such love. In that moment I want to tell him how much I love him. “Lily, you’re mine now. You know that, right? Mine.” I nod my head. “I want to hear you say it, Lily.”
“Yes, JT. I’m yours.”
His lips follow the same path. My legs part to let him rest in between them while he worships my body. “So sweet, Sugar.” His hands push my tank top up giving him access to my beasts. His tongue traces my nipple through the lace of my bra until it’s a hard berry. I feel his teeth graze it before he sucks it into his mouth.
“Ah!”
His other hand pulls down the lace on the other side, exposing my other already hard nipple. His tongue finds his way there. I’m writhing beneath him, searching for relief. He rubs his arousal against me. I can feel his hand grabbing my ass so he can press himself harder like he’s trying to push his way through our layers of clothing. My whole body is on fire. The image of JT on top of me, pleasuring me overrides my fantasy JT from weeks ago. My real JT is here and he wants me. All of me.
The friction and his mouth on my breasts are too much. My hands claw at his back. He licks my neck and bites my ear. “Come for me Sugar.” My body grips with tension. His words are like fuel on the already raging fire in my body. Stars burst behind my eyes as my orgasm