a lacy thong. Thank, Fuck. With a yank, I rip them off, shoving them into my pocket.
“JT!”
“I’ll buy you more. Eyes on me.” The first swipe of my tongue along her crease almost undoes her. She’s so close to unraveling. I want to make this good for her. My tongue swipes again. Her writhing is driving me wild. I smile at her. Her eyes haven’t left mine so I reward her with a lick on her swollen nub. She hisses in delight.
“JT, more. I need you.”
“I know what you need baby.” I torture her with my tongue a few more times before sucking her nub into my mouth. I hold her down with one arm as her body bucks in ecstasy.
“Oh, JT.” Her fingers scratch my scalp, gripping my hair as she pushes herself against my face. The smile on my face is mile wide as she quivers. A probe her with a finger while my mouth continues to worship her. The combination is too much for her as she arches her back, crying out my name.
“My god, you’re beautiful, Lily. I won’t be able to get enough of you.”
Thirteen
Last night had me grinning like a fool. JT wanted to have dinner with me tonight but I told him Nick was coming over. He didn’t take the news well and insisted on being present. He’d been close to Gramps too. They played poker together. Kip told me Gramps was fond of JT and treated him like a grandson. If it wasn’t for JT the Lucky Five might have been lost a last year. Did JT give Gramps a loan? I didn’t see any paperwork but I haven’t finished going through the books yet. I’ll have to ask JT when he comes over.
I touch my hand on to my lips. JT makes me feel things I’ve never felt before. I had always fantasized about being with him, giving myself to him for the first time. I’m not sure if he realizes how inexperienced I am. Last night was a glimpse. He’s not exactly been the model of modesty when it comes to his sexual activities. Everyone knows he’s not a player but he was promiscuous. I’m scared he’ll reject me. Or worse, we do the deed and I’m not good enough? I shake my head to clear my thoughts.
Earlier in the day Kenny told me the truck needs a new alternator and the rear shaft is dangerously rusty. The barn needs some repairs too. The costs keep adding up and we haven’t been making enough income to compensate. I’ve already added half a dozen more horses on the training schedule and another half six months from now. If some of the horses ended up staying on for monthly boarding we might be able to get by this year. Might. We need to figure out something soon or I’ll lose the only home I’ve ever known.
I’ve already told Kenny that JT is coming over when Nick comes over. I don’t want any hurt feelings but I thought it was best if Kenny wasn’t around while we hashed things out. She was apprehensive to leave me to deal with Nick but knowing JT was going to be around, she acquiesced. Besides, we agreed to root beer floats afterwards.
After my morning chores I took Five Alive out for a ride. We started out walking near the pond but veered off into the woods. I don’t usually ride at more than a walk when we’re in the woods. You never know what hazards might cause trouble. Today I was feeling a little like getting away so I let Five set the pace. I took her on the well-traveled trails, the ones she is most familiar with. On one side of the bluff we are riding on there is a steep path. Even though we’ve come this way often. I don’t always go down the hill. It reminds me of the hill from that movie where the Aussie cowboys are chasing after a herd of wild horses. One lone man jumps over the hill while the rest of the men stop short.
I dismount at the top of the bluff. There is a tree nearby that provides plenty of shade. The view is spectacular. I’d been so busy with things I hadn’t been up here in a while. JT said he’d been riding the trails. Laying down on the grass I look up into the blue sky. The clouds are soft. The breeze is blowing the boughs