I didn’t. I worked myself until I didn’t think I could hold back anymore. What would he do if I came without his permission?
“Tease your balls with your other hand.”
Oh God. “Please, I can’t.”
“You can because I want you to.”
He was so fucking arrogant. Why was that such a turn on?
I cupped my balls and tugged on them, pushing myself to the very edge. Lucien held my gaze. I couldn’t have looked away, not for anything. When I was absolutely sure I’d pushed myself too far, he pulled me back. “Stop. Put your hands at your sides.”
I pressed my hands into the mattress and held utterly still. I was afraid even a current of air could make my cock go off.
“You’re such a good boy, Peter. I love how you obey me.” I tried to speak, but my mouth was too dry. “Just breathe. Slowly.” He leaned forward and laid a hand against my chest. “Make my hand rise. Just focus on that.”
He was watching me again. I licked my lips as I looked into his eyes. I wanted this. I wanted his control. I wanted… things I knew I couldn’t have. “Lucien, I…”
He pressed a finger to my lips. “Close your eyes, baby. This is about feeling, not talking.”
I lay there, trying to focus on breathing, feeling his hand on me and the mattress beneath me. My body ached with the need to come. He hadn’t even touched my hole, but I felt empty inside, desperate to be filled by him.
A few moments later, he pulled his hand away, and my eyes fluttered open. I watched as he slowly undressed. All the tension and need I’d felt returned as I watched him reveal his gorgeous body. I sucked in my breath when his dress shirt dropped from his shoulders. His chest and arms were perfection. I wanted to run my hands over every ridge of muscle.
He let his fingers trail over his abs. “Impressed?”
“Yes, sir.” My gaze slid over him again. “I… um… I like all of you.”
“You haven’t seen all of me yet.”
He undid his pants. When he pushed them and his briefs over his hips, my mouth fell open. His cock was thick and as perfectly formed as the rest of him. I didn’t think I’d ever thought of a man’s cock as beautiful before, but Lucien’s sure as hell was. He kicked out of his shoes and his pants, then took a step closer to the bed. “What do you think now that you’ve seen the whole package?”
“You have to know how incredible you look.”
“I know what other people think, but I want to know your opinion.”
Did that actually matter to him? He seemed so sure of himself. He’d known I would obey him, and I was sure he could have almost any man he wanted. But in case it truly would make a difference to him, I gave him the whole truth.
“You’re the most gorgeous man I’ve ever seen, naked or clothed. You had my attention the second you stepped off the elevator on my first day at your office. You scared the fuck out of me, but I still wanted you. I’m still scared, but I’m here, willing to do whatever you say.”
“Thank you for being honest.”
I supposed it was hard to get an honest answer when you held the power Lucien did. Most men he was around probably told him whatever they thought he wanted to hear. I wondered if that was hard for him, but dwelling on his vulnerabilities would only put my heart at risk. It was easier to imagine him as all-powerful and invincible. This was supposed to be all about pleasure. “Are you going to fuck me now?”
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Lucien
“Hmmm.” I tilted my head to the side, pretending to think. “Should I? Or should I make you suffer more?” I prowled along the side of the bed as I spoke. Peter’s gaze followed me, and his breaths came faster. “I love watching you get so worked up, but I also want to drive into you, feel your ass clench around me, fuck you hard. I want you to know just how good you’re going to have it if you obey me.”
Peter watched me warily. There was a touch of fear in his eyes, but mostly his gaze was filled with lust and appreciation. My reaction to him telling me I was the most beautiful man he’d ever seen had startled me. I knew I looked good. I worked hard at it