and he jerked back in surprise, winced as his weight went on his wounded leg and tried to pass it off with a false chuckle as she let him past, leaning back against the door until it clunked shut. ‘Lady Savine is upstairs.’
‘Upstairs. Of course.’ He found he was blushing, which probably wasn’t something the great lovers of history would’ve done. ‘I mean, not that, I just mean … I’m not much of a talker.’
‘No doubt God gave you other talents.’ And she turned away with the slightest smile.
It seemed a long way up that darkened staircase, his heart beating so loud they could’ve heard it in the street, the chink of light below the black door getting steadily closer, promising so much. He’d no idea what to expect. Wouldn’t have shocked him to find Savine waiting with a loaded flatbow. Or stretched out naked on a tiger skin. Or both, for that matter.
He paused outside the door, trying to catch his breath, but it refused to be caught. Too cold outside, too warm in here. He thought about knocking, then realised it might be more masterful if he just swept in. They didn’t call him the Young Lion for nothing, after all. Reckless charges were his trademark. He reached for the knob, paused at a rush of nerves, then bundled too eagerly through.
Savine stood, pouring wine in the light of one lamp, as precisely posed as if she was standing for a portrait. She didn’t even flinch as the door opened, didn’t even turn to look at him, just held the glass up to the light, frowning slightly as she checked the colour. ‘You made it, then?’ she asked, finally turning towards him.
‘Yes.’ He clutched for something witty to add but the cupboard was bare. She looked even more immaculate than he remembered. Her shape against the lamplight – almost impossibly – what? Where else would words fail you but in a bloody writer’s office?
He looked around, hoping to find some inspiration. Shelves burst with books, a leather-topped desk was strewn with papers. What might’ve been a printing press stood in one corner, about the ugliest thing Leo had ever seen, all iron gears and handles, a blackened roller and one printed page lying in its open jaws.
‘Sworbreck’s latest tissue of fantasies,’ said Savine. ‘But you didn’t come to hear about other people’s adventures.’
‘Why did I come here?’ he asked, pushing the door shut, half a weak effort at a joke, half actually wanting an answer.
‘For an adventure of your own.’ And she offered him the glass.
She looked so composed, so poised, so totally in control, but as she glided closer, Leo caught something glimmering in her eyes. Some hint of hunger, or anger, or madness, even, that made him very excited and slightly afraid. Or maybe the other way around. He found himself shrinking back, ended up pressed awkwardly against the desk, the moulded edge jabbing him in the arse.
By the dead, even the most thick-headed man in Adua – and Leo counted himself in the running – couldn’t have doubted what she was after. Probably there’d never been any doubt, but for some reason, he’d let himself think she might really want to give him a tour of a writer’s office. Here the pens, there the ink, now we can all go back to our separate beds and have a lovely sleep, entirely untroubled by worries over one’s abilities as a lover.
If anyone asked, Leo would always say he adored the ladies. But there’d been times when he worried that women didn’t quite … excite him the way they should. The way they did other men. Now it seemed his problem had simply been finding the right one. Rikke had been such easy company. One of the boys. Savine could scarcely have been more the opposite. He’d never met a woman who was more … woman.
‘Nervous?’ she asked.
‘No,’ he lied. His voice cracked a bit and she smiled. A hard little smile, as though she’d caught him out. Which she had, of course. He’d never been much of a liar.
The truth was, Leo had never been that comfortable around women. But perhaps comfortable is the last thing romance should be. Perhaps it should have an edge. And every moment with Savine felt as thrilling and dangerous as stepping into the Circle with the Great Wolf.
‘I … don’t think I ever met a woman like you before,’ he said.
‘Of course not.’ She threw her wine back in one