it was loving and warm, making me drop all those bad thoughts I had thanks to Cedric.
“Get rid of the site but not of Dove,” he said, his voice deeper and darker this time.
I closed my eyes to take in every single moment of this, not wanting to let go.
My heart was pounding in my chest, just like his was, showing me that we were feeling the same.
I was falling for this man, despite all the things standing against us.
I leaned back to look into his eyes with my hands cupping the back of his head and my body pressed against his.
“If I delete the site, you have to promise me this—whatever this is—will last.”
I needed to know, because if he would only want me for a short period of time, I didn’t care if the whole town found out about my website.
I’d continue camming, add some more customers and make a damn living from it.
He chuckled and moved his hands from my lower back to my ass, cupping it and squeezing it gently. “I’m getting old, darling. You’re it for me, and there’s no time left for me to find a girl who treats me like a king.”
I smiled at his words, feeling all the butterflies in my stomach go wild.
“And I know you’ll treat me like a queen,” I whispered back, biting my bottom lip to hold back a grin.
“A fucking naughty one at that.”
I laughed, feeling my happiness grow inside of me by the second.
Yeah, this man was it for me, and I wanted to scream it from the top of my lungs to show the world that no matter how old you were, you could be with whoever you chose to be with.
I decided to go home with her and watch her get rid of that website she spent so much time on in the past.
It sure was hard for her, but I was a jealous piece of shit and knowing she could someday get bored with me and turn to those men bothered the hell outta me.
We arrived at her house and found that Della wasn’t home either, probably out getting groceries or something while Andrew was at work.
“Do you want something to drink?” Valley asked, still holding on to my hand as we walked through the foyer.
“No, I want you to shut that website down.”
She sighed, and although we had an intense moment back at my place with her promising me to be only mine, she still had to right the thought of Dove not being part of her life anymore.
Valley let go of my hand as we walked upstairs and into her room where I sat down on the edge of the bed while she grabbed her laptop from her desk.
The webcam wasn’t attached to it like it had been the last time I was in here. “When’s the last time you put on a show for someone?”
She sat down on the bed next to me with her legs crossed and her laptop on her lap. “A few days ago,” she mumbled, typing something as she kept her eyes on the screen.
“Was it my brother?”
“No.”
“What did he make you do?” I asked.
She raised a brow and looked at me. “Do you really wanna know?”
“Would I ask if I didn’t want to?” I shot back.
She shook her head and looked back at the screen. “He wanted me to play with my toys while he either pissed on himself or rubbed his cock,” she told me.
There were really no more boundaries between us, and everything she ever did in the past were things I wanted to know about.
Maybe there were things I didn’t know she liked.
“Did he ever made you drink your own piss?” I asked, getting an annoyed look from her in return.
“Is this really what you wanna talk about while I’m shutting down a website I worked so hard for?”
“Answer the question.”
“God, no, he didn’t.”
I was making this whole situation so much worse for her, and I wondered why I couldn’t be kind for once.
My asshole-behavior pushed her over the edge at times, but never had she been this annoyed with me.
“Need help?” I asked, looking at the screen and watching as she logged into her own website where she was able to edit everything on it.
She shook her head and let out another sigh before clicking on a tab with all kinds of actions.
I watched her closely as she didn’t move anymore, staring blankly at the screen and holding her laptop tightly