busy for a moment. What the hell am I meant to say to that? I didn’t like that she was pretty and you were touching her and calling her baby. Dear God, I’ve spent my day picturing Beck fucking his sister. Isn’t that punishment enough?
“Topher?” For once, there’s no teasing note in his voice.
“You called her baby.”
“Again, that’s her name.”
“Yeah, but I didn’t know that, did I?” I mutter.
Beck lifts a hand to rub the smile from his lips, and I know I’ve given myself away. “You were jealous.”
“Nope.”
“Yep. You were jealous because you thought she was some hot girlfriend or something.”
“Did you call your sister hot?”
He waves a hand. “You know what I mean. You saw us and you got jealous.”
“I wouldn’t say jealous.”
“I would.”
“I didn’t like the idea of you fucking around on your girlfriend with me. That’s not cool.”
Beck leans in. “I don’t want to fuck around with anyone but you. No guys, no girls, definitely not my sister. Just your dumb ass.”
I really like the sound of that. Too much. So much that my smile can’t be held back. “Yours is the only ass I want too.”
“Good. Then we’re exclusive.”
That sounds scarily relationship-y. I swallow. “Exclusive.”
Now that my buzz has died right down, my cock has taken interest in the conversation and the memory of waking up with Beck pressed against me this morning.
And that makes me crazy scared. Exclusive might sound like a relationship, but that’s not what this is. I don’t know why I’m struggling to remember that right now.
“All right.” I drain the rest of my coffee. “Let’s get back.”
We drop our shit in the trash and leave. I know I’m gonna regret drinking tomorrow, but as of right now, I’m hovering in the happy place between buzzed and sober.
“I was waiting at your room, you know,” Beck says.
“Tonight?”
“Yeah, that’s where I was. As soon as Baby fell asleep, I snuck out. I’ve been hanging out to see—for it all day.”
I laugh. “You just like me playing with your ass.”
“Totally the reason.”
“So …” I quickly check ahead of us, but the dark path is empty. I reach down and grab his ass. “Are you going to let me in there?”
He stops walking. “You want to fuck me?”
I don’t know why the question makes me so nervous. “Is that something you’d do?”
“Would you?”
I don’t know how to answer that. The thought of holding Beck down and sliding into his tight ass turns me on probably more than anything we’ve done before. But him on top of me? A flash of him behind me, powerful thrusts hitting my ass as his big arms surround me … Huh. Okay. That’s kind of … hot.
“You’re scared.” Beck cocks his head. “I get it. I mean, we’ve both topped chicks before, that’s old news. But while you might be the BJ king, I bet I’m a total power bottom.” He leans in and drops his voice. “It’ll be too hard for you to compete with.”
“You think you’ll take dick better than me?” I’m smiling as I advance on him, and Beck backs up easily until he’s pressed against one of the huge tree trunks lining the side of the path.
“Come on, Topher, we both know I will.”
I press my body against his. Maybe if I hadn’t been drinking, I’d be a bit more careful, but campus barely has anyone around even during the day at the moment. “Should we test that theory out?”
“Not tonight.”
“Why?”
“Because after your little show, you know Cohen’s going to be waiting for me to get back with the gossip. Also, you’re still drunk.”
He’s right. I hate that he’s right.
“Besides.” He grabs my hands and slides them over his ass. “I know how much you want this. If you think I’m not going to make you work for it, you don’t know me at all.”
And yet, I kinda guessed something like this was coming. Maybe I don’t know Beck the way people expect you to know the person you’re sleeping with, but I know his quirks, his personality. I know how he moves on the ice and how he reacts when he’s disappointed.
And I know, no matter how much he pisses me off and pokes at all my buttons, he’s got my back.
That’s why, even though I know I’m not getting sex tonight, I duck my head and kiss him. Soft and slow, I take my time and let myself experience what it’s like to kiss him without my system being overridden with need.
When we