first stinking flower confusion plucked when it was time to dance in the fields.
‘Looking way too thoughtful there, sapper,’ said Fiddler. ‘Bad for your health.’
‘Was thinking about dancing in the fields.’
‘Hood’s breath, it’s been years since I heard that phrase. No reason to dredge that up just yet, Cuttle. Besides, the Bonehunters haven’t shown any inclination to break and run—’
‘I know it makes sense to keep us all dumb and ignorant, Sergeant, but sometimes that can go too far.’
‘Our great unknown purpose.’
Cuttle nodded sharply. ‘If we’re mercenaries now we should be for hire. But we aren’t, and even if we were, there’s nobody around wants to hire us, is there? And not likely anybody out in the Wastelands or even beyond. And now I caught them rumours of scraps in Bolkando. The Burned Tears, and maybe even the Perish. Now, going in and extricating our allies is a good cause, a decent one—’
‘Waves all the right banners.’
‘Exactly. But it wouldn’t be our reasons for being here in the first place, would it?’
‘We kicked down a mad emperor, sapper. And delivered to the Letherii a message about preying on foreign shores—’
‘They didn’t need it. The Tiste Edur did—’
‘And don’t you think we humbled them enough, Cuttle?’
‘So now what? We’re really getting nothing here, Fid, and less than nothing.’
‘Give it up,’ drawled Fiddler. ‘You wasn’t invited to the reading. Nothing that happened then was for you—I’ve already told you so.’
‘Plenty for Tavore, though, and hey, look! We just happen to be following her around!’
The last of the wagons reached the makeshift depot, and the oxen were being unhitched. Sighing, Fiddler unclipped his helm and drew it off. ‘Let’s go look in on Koryk.’
Cuttle frowned as he fell in beside his sergeant. ‘Our squad’s all over the place these days.’
‘Bottle likes wandering off. Nobody else. You can’t count Koryk, can you? It’s not like he camped out in the infirmary because of the décor.’
‘Bottle’s your problem, Sergeant. Ducking out of stuff, disappearing for days on end—’
‘He’s just bored.’
‘Who ain’t? I just got this feeling we’re going to fit badly for a week or two once we start marching.’
Fiddler snorted. ‘We’ve never fit well, Cuttle. You telling me you’ve never noticed?’
‘We done good in that Letherii village—’
‘No we didn’t. If it wasn’t for Hellian’s and Gesler’s squads—and then Badan Gruk’s, why, our fingernails would be riding flower buds right about now, like cute hats. We were all over the place, Cuttle. Koryk and Smiles running off like two lovestruck hares—turned out Corabb was my best fist.’
‘You’re looking at it bad, Fiddler. All that. Edur were coming in on all sides—we had to split ’em up.’
Fiddler shrugged. ‘Maybe so. And granted, we did better in Y’Ghatan. I guess I can’t help comparing, ’times. A useless habit, I know—stop looking at me like that, sapper.’
‘So you had Hedge and Quick Ben. And that assassin—what was his name again?’
‘Kalam.’
‘Aye, that boar with knives. Stupid, him getting killed in Malaz City. Anyway, my point is—’
‘We had a Barghast for a squad fist, and then there was Sorry—never mind her—and Whiskeyjack and Hood knows, I’m no Whiskeyjack.’ Noticing that Cuttle was laughing, Fiddler’s scowl deepened. ‘What’s so damned funny?’
‘Only that it sounds like your old Bridgeburner squad was probably just as bad fitting as this one is. Maybe even worse. Look. Corabb’s a solid fist, with the Lady’s hand down the front of his trousers; and if he drops then Tarr steps in, and if Tarr goes, then Koryk. You had Sorry—we got Smiles.’
‘And instead of Hedge,’ said Fiddler, ‘I got you, which is a damned improvement, come to think on it.’
‘I can’t sap the way he can—’
‘Gods, I’m thankful for that.’
Cuttle squinted at his sergeant as they approached the enormous hospital tent. ‘You really got something to pick with Hedge, don’t you? The legend goes that you two were close, as nasty in your own way as Quick Ben and Kalam. What happened between you two?’
‘When a friend dies you got to put them away, and that’s what I did.’
‘Only he’s back.’
‘Back and yet, not back. I can’t say it any better.’
‘So, if it can’t be what it was, make it something new.’
‘It’s worse than you think. I see his face, and I think about all the people now dead. Our friends. All dead now. It was—I hate saying this—it was easier when it was just me. Even Quick Ben and Kalam showing up sort’ve left me out of sorts—but we were all the survivors, right? The ones