I needed right now was bad news. I watched as the two of them exchanged a look.
I knew that look. It was the same look I gave Ara whenever Sam said or did something inappropriate, which was often.
“Kait, we’ve apprehended a Michael Barlow, under suspicion of your mother’s murder.”
“Her murder?” I repeated, not sure I heard correctly. The last I had heard, mom was still missing, and there was no real idea on her whereabouts. When had that suddenly changed to murder?
“I’m confused…” My voice trailed off, “She’s dead?” I asked weakly, struggling to breathe.
“Kait, your mother has been missing for over a month now. Though we have not located a body, we do have extensive circumstantial evidence that leads us to believe she has been murdered by Mr Barlow.”
I stared at the floor. Tears welled in my eyes as I let this news sink in. How the hell was I going to tell Neri and Sam? This would break their hearts. I knew all along what had been keeping them together was clinging to the hope that mom would return.
“What now?” I asked numbly.
“Now we start the proceedings against Mr Barlow.” Officer Harris said softly. “We can use the evidence we have to try and bargain with him to find out where your mother is.”
Where her body was. That’s what he meant.
“Kait, is there someone we can call for you? I wouldn’t like to leave you alone after delivering this news.” Officer Harris frowned at me.
“Uh, yes. Can you call Devon Walkerson, please?” I whispered softly, knowing he was the only person I wanted with me right now.
I was vaguely aware of Devon in deep conversation with the FBI officers by the front door. Sitting on the couch, I didn’t notice the throbbing pain in my head. Or the stabbing sensation every time a sob escaped from my mouth. I felt numb.
Devon sat down next to me on the couch. He wrapped his arms around me.
“I’m so sorry, Kait.” He whispered, hugging me closely. I closed my eyes, trying to memories the smell of him. “I’m so sorry.” He repeated, over and over. I snuggled into his embrace, glad that he was here, though still not clear as to why he was here. Or why I had them call him.
Was he just here to support me over my mother? Or had he forgiven me?
He touched my face, running his hands over the faded bruises, “Are they still sore?” He asked quietly. I nodded, searching his eyes for a sign of what he was feeling. Gently cupping my neck, he leaned down and kissed me.
When his lips touched mine, the world around me faded. He and I were the only two that mattered. So long as he was with me, everything would be fine.
“I’m sorry Kait. I was a jerk. I should’ve let you explain.” He kissed me again, my lips tingling from his touch, “I should have been there for you.”
“Why has it taken you a week to come over and see me?” I asked quietly. “And even now, you’re only here because I asked you here.” Devon pulled away from me, resting his hands on his knees.
“I wanted to come and see you Kait. You have no idea how much I wanted to come and see you.” He shook his head and laughed bitterly. “You’re all I’ve thought about. I haven’t even worked this last week.” His head tilted, his eyes connecting with mine. “Why didn’t you call me?” He asked.
I went to reply and stopped. It was a fair question. Why hadn’t I called him? I’d left it up to him to make the first move, but maybe he’d been facing the same anxieties I had.
“I went to call you so many times.” I admitted, tears welling in my eyes. “I was convinced you didn’t want to speak to me. After you came here. About the attack…Devon you couldn’t even look at me.” I whispered, wiping my eyes with my sleeve.
“You think that’s why I couldn’t look at you? Kait, it was tearing me apart hearing what that fucking cunt did to you.” Anger radiated through his voice. “All I’ve wanted to do is beat the living fuck out of that asshole.”
“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you. I just didn’t know how. We were on, and then we were not, and then I needed money for Neri-“
“Shh, Kait. You don’t need to apologize. My behavior, the way I acted, seeing you hurt, knowing how close I came to losing you, brought back memories.” Devon entangled his hand in mine, toying with my fingertips.
“Melissa.” I realized slowly. It hadn’t even occurred to me how me so injured might’ve affected him.
“Seeing you hurt like that, I didn’t think I could handle going through that again. I thought maybe I wasn’t ready. Maybe I hadn’t moved on from Melissa’s death. I didn’t know if I could put myself out there again like that.” He choked.
“And now?” I whispered, my heart thumping as he looked right into my eyes.
“As hard as it is to let myself love you, I can’t imagine not loving you.” He replied. I blinked back tears as he kissed me again. His hands roamed around my waist, up my back, an urgency present in his movements.
“I love you too.” I whispered, wrapping my arms around his neck. I winced as he squeezed me a little too tight.
“Still sore?” He smiled apologetically, his lips finding their way to mine repeatedly. I sighed softly, thinking how much I’d missed this.
Lying in Devon’s arms, I thought about how hard the next few months were going to be. Charlie’s trial, mom’s murder trial, not to mention helping the kids come to terms with mom’s death.
On top of all that, I still had no idea how I was going to break the news to Neri and Sam, but at least I knew Devon would be right there alongside me.
Keep an eye out for book two in the Desire series
Table of Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Table of Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three
Table of Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
Chapter Thirty-Three