Sean’s chest when Declan probed the entrance to Sean’s body. Sean closed his eyes completely, but Declan growled, “Look at me.”
Sean reopened his eyes, his bottom lip clenched between his teeth. Declan leaned down and coaxed him to release the bruised flesh with his mouth and tongue. He sank his index finger slowly into Sean and broke away the hold on Sean’s lips to watch the red blush deepen. Declan’s patience felt ready to snap, but he wouldn’t hurt Sean for the world by being rough and callous.
Declan worked Sean’s channel, thrusting a single digit in and out until Sean had relaxed enough to allow a second. A purr rumbled through Declan when Sean clenched around his fingers. “Does it feel good?” Declan asked.
Instead of answering him, Sean raised a hand to cover his eyes. Declan negated it immediately. “Don’t hide from me, Sean. Never hide from me.”
The moment Sean’s gaze met his again, Declan speared his fingers deeper, grazing the small gland many labeled a “sweet spot”. Sean cried out and arched a fraction from the bed. Declan leaned in to nip Sean’s earlobe before murmuring, “I need you to tell me when something feels good and when it doesn’t. I never want to do anything which causes you fear or pain. Does this make you feel good?”
Declan stroked over Sean’s prostate once more causing Sean to grip at the sheets. “Yes,” Sean moaned.
19
Sean
Embarrassment and ecstasy raged within Sean. He felt vulnerable and exposed when looking at Declan while he touched him in such an intimate way. The only thing he wanted to do was cover his face and hide the way Declan made him feel. Yet Declan wouldn’t let him. He demanded Sean to focus on him, to see him, and to tell him if what he did caused Sean pleasure or pain.
He couldn’t contain the shudder that went through him when Declan stretched him further with a third finger. Declan claimed his lips in a deep kiss before levering himself over Sean, his hips slotting between Sean’s parted thighs easily. The snick of the bottle of slick barely registered over the sensation of Declan pulling his fingers free of Sean’s body. “Are you ready for me, baby?” Declan asked, his voice harsh with strain.
Sean knew what Declan meant, but he didn’t know how to tell Declan yes so he locked gazes with Declan and gave a small nod. Declan didn’t seem to think the nod was enough though. “Words, sexy, use your words.”
“I-I’m ready,” Sean managed to stammer, his hands reaching to grip at Declan’s biceps.
Never breaking eye contact with Sean, Declan began to sink into him, becoming a part of Sean. The sheets rustled as Declan started to move, the sound mixing with their raspy breathing and the soft gasps Sean couldn’t stifle. Sean dug his fingernails into Declan’s arms, attempting to hold on in the wave threatening to drag him under. He couldn’t figure out which way was up or down. Nothing in his life could have prepared him for the sensations of what it felt like to be joined with someone else in such an intimate way.
When Declan retreated, Sean tried to stop him by wrapping his legs around Declan’s waist. He didn’t want them to end, but when Declan rolled his hips forward, plunging back inside him, Sean couldn’t stop a scream from exploding from his lips. Declan never once fully pulled free, splitting him wide again and again.
“De-Declan,” Sean whimpered, his eyelids slamming closed once more. Declan did not allow Sean even a second to hide from the sensations inundating his being.
“No,” Declan growled. “Eyes open, baby. I want to see you fly apart beneath me.”
It took immense effort for Sean to comply, but when he did he could see Declan’s tiger shimmering beneath the surface of Declan’s gaze. Sean lifted a shaking hand to touch Declan’s cheek, his fingers sliding up and through Declan’s hair. “Declan,” Sean murmured.
Sweat built along their skin, their breathing grew harsher the closer they grew to the precipice waiting for them, and Declan chose that moment to roll them, placing Sean on top. “Ride me, Sean. Take your pleasure from me.”
Sean sat there, surprised at the abrupt movement, until Declan gripped his hips and encouraged him without words to undulate forward slightly and then back. The new position allowed Declan to hit further depths inside of him and Sean took his cue from Declan, beginning to rock faster. He braced himself on Declan’s chest, his fingers