your paycheck.” His words were calmer, some of the horrible tension easing.
In my head I thought, well technically I didn’t sign the paychecks, but I decided not to quibble since things were improving. Dino did what we told him to do, and we were suddenly alone just inches from each other, naked, with his power spreading over me like a warm bath that was just this side of too hot.
“Thank you for helping to heal me,” I said, voice still low and calm, as if I were afraid of spooking him.
He frowned, his eyes losing some of that angry edge. “You’re welcome, but aren’t you going to ask why Jean-Claude sent me in to sleep with you?” His voice was growing calmer, and his energy was easing down, more like a bath you’d enjoy relaxing in, and not one that would boil your flesh from your bones. He had so much power to offer, which was why he was Oba of the clan, and why the other leaders tolerated his ultimatums. They all respected power.
“To help heal me,” I said, almost whispering.
“I am tired of games, Anita. Do you know what has happened, or don’t you?”
“Do you mean the dickwad stupidity that Asher pulled with Kane?”
He gave the tiniest smile. “Dickwad, I haven’t heard that since junior high.”
“Would you prefer jackass, idiot, fucking bastard, asshole? Stop me when I get to an insult you like, I’ve got a million of them.”
He smiled a little more. “Well, I do like assholes.”
That made me smile. “So I’m told.”
The energy eased down a little bit more, and he stopped squeezing my arm so tight. “I have called Asher every name I can think of today.”
“How’d he take that?”
“I don’t know, I haven’t seen him yet.”
“You mean you’ve cursed him in absentia?” I asked.
He smiled. “I like that, yes, I’ve cursed him in absentia. I was afraid of what I’d do to him if I saw him.” He let go of my arm and just lay down on his side of the bed. I did the same so we lay on our sides, facing each other, but not touching.
“I told Kane you’d want to kill them both.”
“I heard you spoke with him.” He laughed, but it left his eyes bleak and starting to fill with anger again. “I heard you fed on him and left him on the floor to twitch, after threatening to make him your hyena to call and break his tie with Asher forever.”
“I was pretty angry myself when he told me what they’d done.”
“Would you really tie yourself to Kane for all eternity?”
“Nah, I don’t do stupid, and he had to be stupid to not understand what it could mean for him to be Asher’s animal to call.”
“I am within my rights to kill him.” His face was calm when he said it, his eyes looking down the bed as if he were thinking.
“If you’d seen him, or Asher, when you first found out, you might have.”
He looked at me then, the anger flaring back. “His life is mine if I so will it.”
“It is, but part of the reason you’re in here with me is that you didn’t kill him, or Asher.”
He laughed then, a real laugh, and hugged me. “He is so stupid; how can I love someone who is this fucking stupid?”
I hugged him back and answered with my face in the bend of his neck. “I don’t know, but Jean-Claude loves him, too, and so do I, or so did I.”
He drew back enough to look into my face. “You don’t love Asher anymore?”
“I don’t think I do anymore.”
“Teach me how to stop loving him.”
“He’s teaching you, just like he taught me, and Nathaniel. We love how he tops us in the bedroom and dungeon, but . . .”
Narcissus shivered happily. “He does have a talent for sex and pain.” His eyes were a little unfocused when he said it, and that reaction was one of the reasons he put up with Asher.
“But,” I said, “he’s also teaching all of us that he values other people more than us, and after a while if you have any self-respect you finally get tired of the shit and start to move on.”
“You have more people to move on with,” he said.
“You slept with, or topped, almost all your werehyenas—once. You had built yourself a harem of hundreds.”
“That was before Chimera took us over and I learned the difference between muscle men and real fighters. I fixed it by