doesn’t answer.
Through the tall windowpanes that frame the door, I see a woman in an evening gown and overcoat, her stilettoes clicking down the hallway as she approaches. I retreat from the window and turn away as the door swings open.
She’s on a cell, and by the whiff of alcohol attendant with her passing, I get the feeling she already has an enthusiastic head start on the evening. She doesn’t notice me as she charges down the steps.
I catch the edge of the door before it closes and take the stairwell to the fourth floor.
Daniela’s door is at the end of the hall.
I knock and wait.
No answer.
I head back down to the lobby, wondering if I should just wait here for her to return. But what if she’s out of town? What would she think if she came back to her apartment to find me loitering outside her building like some stalker?
As I approach the main entrance, my eyes pass over a bulletin board covered in flyers announcing everything from gallery openings to book readings and poetry slams.
The largest notice taped to the center of the board catches my attention. It’s a poster actually, advertising a show by Daniela Vargas at a gallery called Oomph.
I stop, scan for the opening date.
Friday, October 2.
Tonight.
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Back down on the street, it’s raining again.
I flag a cab.
The gallery is a dozen blocks away, and I feel the tensile strength of my nerves hit the ceiling as we roll down Damen Avenue, a parking lot of cabs in the crest of the evening’s wavelength.
I abandon my ride and join the hipster-heavy crowd marching through the freezing drizzle.
Oomph is an old packing-plant-turned-art-gallery, and the line to get inside runs halfway down the block.
A miserable, shivering forty-five minutes later, I’m finally out of the rain and paying my $15 admission fee and being whisked with a group of ten people into an anteroom with Daniela’s first and last name in gigantic, graffiti-style letters on the encircling wall.
During our fifteen years together, I’ve attended plenty of exhibits and openings with Daniela, but I’ve never experienced anything like this.
A slim, bearded man emerges from a hidden door in the wall.
The lights dim.
He says, “I’m Steve Konkoly, the producer of what you’re about to see.” He rips a plastic produce bag off a dispenser by the door. “Phones go in the bag. You get them back on the other side.”
The bag of accumulating phones makes the rounds.
“A word about the next ten minutes of your life. The artist asks that you set aside your intellectual processing and make an effort to experience her installation emotionally. Welcome to ‘Entanglement.’ ”
Konkoly takes the bag of phones and opens the door.
I’m the last one through.
For a moment, our group is bunched up in a dark, confined space that turns pitch-black as the echo of the slammed door reveals a vast, warehouse-like room.
My attention is drawn skyward as points of light fade in above us.
Stars.
They look startlingly real, each containing a smoldering quality.
Some are close, some are distant, and every now and then one streaks through the void.
I see what lies ahead.
Someone in our group mutters, “Oh my God.”
It’s a labyrinth built of Plexiglas, which by some visual effect appears to stretch on infinitely under the universe of stars.
Ripples of light travel through the panels.
Our group shuffles forward.
There are five entrances to the labyrinth, and I stand at the nexus of all of them, watching the others drift ahead on their separate paths.
A low-level sound that has been there all along catches my attention—it’s not music so much as white noise, like television static, hissing over a deep, sustained tone.
I choose a path, and as I enter the labyrinth, the transparency vanishes.
The Plexiglas is engulfed in near-blinding light, even under my feet.
One minute in, some of the panels begin to show looped imagery.
Birth—child screaming, mother weeping with joy.
A condemned man kicking and twisting at the end of a noose.
A snowstorm.
The ocean.
A desert landscape scrolling past.
I continue along my path.
Into dead ends.
Around blind curves.
The imagery appearing with greater frequency, on faster loops.
The crumpled remains of a car crash.
A couple in the throes of passionate sex.
The point of view of a patient rolling down a hospital corridor on a gurney with nurses and doctors looking down.
The cross.
The Buddha.
The pentagram.
The peace sign.
A nuclear detonation.
The lights go out.
The stars return.
I can see through the Plexiglas again, only now there’s some kind of digital filter overlaid on the transparency—static and swarming insects and falling snow.
It makes the others in the