grass on either side of my head, holding himself up. “I’ll fight you, Cole. I’ll play this game even though I don’t know what the hell I’m doing. But I dare you to smile for me. I dare you to show me something that nobody else sees.”
CHAPTER TWENTY
COLE
I STAND AT the clubhouse with my arms crossed over my chest and wearing a scowl on my face. Her words from earlier in the cemetery gnaw at me. She fought. She showed me she has a little more in her. But then she had to go and ruin it by pointing out that I was smiling. That I, for once, was genuinely happy for a second. Nothing else mattered. It instantly pissed me off.
She’s getting to me. Not good.
I shouldn’t care. Actually, I should call the whole thing off. Call Bruce and tell him to send her ass back to her mom’s. That would be the smart thing to do. She’s clouding my head, and I need to think clearly. One fucking sentence was all it took to twist my mind. I dare you to show me something that nobody else sees.
What the fuck is that? What does she want to see? There’s only me. The hate. The rage. The fuckups. I’ve got nothing else to show.
Shane walks in and sits down on the couch next to Austin. She is texting on her phone. We haven’t spoken since that moment in the cemetery three hours ago. After she dared me, I got up and walked back to the house, leaving her lying on the ground. Then I got in my car and left. Shane sent a mass text an hour later that we all needed to meet. I sent her a text to drive yourself. She didn’t respond, but I knew she read it.
“Where the fuck is Deke?” I snap. The time he is spending with Becky is really getting annoying.
“On his way,” Kellan answers. I don’t miss his eyes gliding over Austin. She avoids looking in his direction.
“Fuck! That man gets some pussy, and everything else goes to shit,” I snap.
Just then, the door opens and in he walks. A smile on his face and licking his lips as if they were just between Becky’s legs. “Let’s get this over with.” He rubs his hands together. “I’ve got plans.”
Shane stands up and walks over to the table, not wasting another second. He places a laptop on it.
“Whose is this?” Bennett asks.
Shane smiles like a fucking idiot. “Jerrold’s.”
I stiffen. “What?”
He looks at me. “It was pretty awesome.” He turns and looks at Austin who still sits on the couch. She’s smiling as if proud of herself. “We walked in. And no one even questioned us …” I fist my hands. “She pushed her tits out and went into his office, asking about the bathroom. I’ve never seen a guy move so fast. He took her down to the lower level to show her the nicest restrooms they had.” He rolls his eyes. “And I slipped inside and stole his laptop. Then on the way out, I pulled the fire alarm so it would take longer for him to notice it was missing …” He trails off. “Told you she’d be perfect,” Shane says, looking over at Kellan. That smile still on his face. Those reservations he had last night about her, long gone.
“Seriously?” Deke asks surprised “But how did you …?”
“How did she even know who he was? Or where he was?” Kellan snaps, interrupting him. “How much have you fucking told her?”
I cross my arms over my chest.
He growls. “Cole …”
I look at her, and she throws me a smile. Like I just got caught in some big lie. “That night we killed Jeff. Remember when we heard something? It was her. She was there, and she watched us.” I haven’t told them because they never asked about where she came from or how I found her.
“Jesus!”
“I blackmailed her.” I glare at Austin. “Had Deke call my cell with hers. I took the knife and cut her arm.”
“Stitches …” Shane whispers to himself, starting to put two and two together.
“Then I took the knife and stabbed Jeff with it. Told her if she went to the cops, they could link her to the body and she’d be a suspect.”
Bennett looks amused. Shane runs his hand through his hair nervously. Kellan looks pissed, and Deke, he’s texting on his phone. “She sent me a video later that night of her burning the