handsome, I realized.
“Tell me,” I said, “what is in that bag you keep so close at your waist?”
“An herb I found.”
“Black roots,” I said. “White flowers.”
“Just so.”
“Mortals cannot pick moly.”
“No,” he said simply. “They cannot.”
“Who was it? No, never mind, I know.” I thought of all the times Hermes had watched me harvest, pressed me about my spells. “If you had the moly, why did you not drink? He must have told you that no spell I cast could touch you.”
“He did tell me,” he said. “But I have a quirk of prudence in me that’s hard to break. The Trickster Lord, for all I am grateful to him, is not known for his reliability. Helping you turn me into a swine would be just his sort of jest.”
“Are you always so suspicious?”
“What can I say?” He held out his palms. “The world is an ugly place. We must live in it.”
“I think you are Odysseus,” I said. “Born from that same Trickster’s blood.”
He did not start at the uncanny knowledge. He was a man used to gods. “And you are the goddess Circe, daughter of the sun.”
My name in his mouth. It sparked a feeling in me, sharp and eager. He was like ocean tides indeed, I thought. You could look up, and the shore would be gone.
“Most men do not know me for what I am.”
“Most men, in my experience, are fools,” he said. “I confess you nearly made me give the game away. Your father, the cowherd?”
He was smiling, inviting me to laugh, as if we were two mischievous children.
“Are you a king? A lord?”
“A prince.”
“Then, Prince Odysseus, we are at an impasse. For you have the moly, and I have your men. I cannot harm you, but if you strike at me, they will never be themselves again.”
“I feared as much,” he said. “And, of course, your father Helios is zealous in his vengeances. I imagine I would not like to see his anger.”
Helios would never defend me, but I would not tell Odysseus that. “You should understand your men would have robbed me blind.”
“I am sorry for that. They are fools, and young, and I have been too lenient with them.”
It was not the first time he had made that apology. I let my eyes rest on him, take him in. He reminded me a little of Daedalus, his evenness and wit. But beneath his ease I could feel a roil that Daedalus never had. I wanted to see it revealed.
“Perhaps we might find a different way.”
His hand was still on his hilt, but he spoke as if we were only deciding dinner. “What do you propose?”
“Do you know,” I said, “Hermes told me a prophecy about you once.”
“Oh? And what was it?”
“That you were fated to come to my halls.”
“And?”
“That was all.”
He lifted an eyebrow. “I’m afraid that is the dullest prophecy I’ve ever heard.”
I laughed. I felt poised as a hawk on a crag. My talons still held the rock, but my mind was in the air.
“I propose a truce,” I said. “A test of sorts.”
“What sort of test?” He leaned forward a little. It was a gesture I would come to know. Even he could not hide everything. Any challenge, he would run to meet it. His skin smelled of labor and the sea. He knew ten years of stories. I felt keen and hungry as a bear in spring.
“I have heard,” I said, “that many find their trust in love.”
It surprised him, and oh, I liked the flash of that, before he covered it over.
“My lady, only a fool would say no to such an honor. But in truth, I think also only a fool would say yes. I am a mortal. The moment I set down the moly to join you in your bed, you may cast your spell.” He paused. “Unless, of course, you were to swear an oath you will not hurt me, upon the river of the dead.”
An oath by the River Styx would hold even Zeus himself. “You are careful,” I said.
“It seems we share that.”
No, I thought. I was not careful. I was reckless, headlong. He was another knife, I could feel it. A different sort, but a knife still. I did not care. I thought: give me the blade. Some things are worth spilling blood for.
“I will swear that oath,” I said.
Chapter Sixteen
LATER, YEARS LATER, I would hear a song made of our meeting. The boy who sang it was unskilled, missing notes more