here!” Jacob sped through, chasing after one of the toddlers, stopping long enough to grin at Linc and his mom before he scooped the little girl up. “Prisoner escaped. Gotta return her to Jon, but are we going to do the cake soon? Please?”
“You always get your way.” Jenna laughed, affection clear in her eyes.
“Yup. And you love me for it.” And he clearly meant his pouting look for his mom, all pursed mouth and puppy dog eyes, but Linc had to stop his hand from clenching his fork in two. He was powerless to deny this man anything. Hell, Jacob didn’t even need to turn that look on Linc. He had him. Completely. And therein lay Linc’s entire problem. He didn’t want to let go, didn’t want to listen to logic, and even guilt and obligation might not be enough to make him quit Jacob.
* * *
“Finally! Some real action!” Garrick sounded far too gleeful given the circumstances.
“Thought we weren’t supposed to celebrate a callout.” Not that Jacob wasn’t also hyped, but he was trying to rein in the adrenaline and also have the necessary respect for what the job and the situation required.
“There’s no shame in loving our work.” Garrick winked at him, good mood contagious enough that Jacob had to smile back as they worked on assembling their gear. A fire was raging to the south and west of them on state lands. An unattended campfire had led to the situation, and the ground hotshot crews had been at it all day. Another smoke-jumping crew had already been deployed, and now Jacob’s group was preparing for their turn. They needed to be ready to fly with only a five-minute warning once the command decided where they could do the most good.
“Ready?” Unlike Garrick, Linc was all business, no joking around, as he worked next to Ray on assembling the cargo they’d be dropping.
“Yup.” Jacob could be professional too, not even glancing in his direction. Linc had been this way, all work, for days now, even before the latest fire broke out. Something had changed after Jacob’s birthday and not for the better. They’d been closer that night than Jacob had ever been to anyone, but then Linc had been distant at the brunch, hanging more with Jacob’s mom and the kids. And Jacob had figured it was probably to avoid suspicion, but then Linc had kept up the pensive front even when they did get some stolen moments together.
He had undoubtedly made everything worse by asking Linc to think about staying, but he wasn’t going to apologize for the request either. It was as close as he could come to saying that this was far more than simply sex for him. What they had was too good to toss away, and he needed Linc to accept that. Like really accept it, because he did see it. Jacob knew he did. He had to feel it. It was there in every kiss, every long look and every late-night conversation where good night were the hardest two words ever and five more minutes a lifeline.
“I hope you guys are ready.” Sims bustled into the hangar, clipboard in her hand. “We’ve got jump coordinates for you now.”
Once they were fully briefed on the mission at hand, they had only a few minutes to finish their prep before they were loading up the plane and cross-checking each other’s parachute rigging. Linc had his usual pre-jump scowl firmly in place, and he was even more dictatorial than usual. Jacob was willing to concede some control in deference to his nerves, but it was still irritating, the way Linc still seemed unable to trust him, even after all these weeks.
And he should. The jump went fine, Jacob landing correctly, hitting the target zone without issue and not landing too hard either. The start of their work was also straightforward, no need for Linc to be barking orders like Jacob was inches from screwing up. If anything, Linc being tense made Jacob even more so, made him more aware of each movement. Each tree he felled, each action, each reaction felt more weighted with Linc’s scrutiny. Thus, it was probably inevitable that he did screw up, sliding down a tree he was supposed to be climbing, narrowly avoiding a tumble.