I get in on the autopsy or not?”
“Do you know where the medical examiner’s office is?”
“I’ll find it.”
“Nine a.m. Sharp.”
“Thanks, Gideon.”
“Is there anything you’re not telling me?”
“I’m officially an open book.” Which was basically true.
“If I get a whiff that you’re lying, I’ll drive you to the airport myself.”
She opened the door and paused. “While you’re in a giving mood, can I look at your case files on the College Fire? I’ve never seen them, and now is as good a time as any.”
He sighed. “Sure. They’re in storage, so it may take a day or so.”
“I have nothing but time right now.”
It took Joan a half hour to get her rental car lined up. The cost of the car made her cringe, but she had enough savings to handle this additional expense over her two-week suspension. Beyond that, it would be tight.
Returning to the arson scene did not make sense. It would be hours, if not days, before the forensic team had processed all their evidence, and she would only be in the way now.
Joan turned the ignition, took a moment to set the radio to her favorite station that she had listened to in college. It no longer played rock but country and western. “Nothing stays the same,” she muttered as she pulled out of the lot.
She drove toward the university, curious to see what was different about it. Would it be like the once-huge elementary school swing set that became ridiculously small over time?
As she drove closer, memories of college drifted back. When she had first arrived in Montana, the place had been so different from anything she had ever seen. The mountains and the enormity of everything were breathtaking. By her senior year, she had become jaded by all this, and like many twenty-two-year-olds, she had become restless and yearned to see new places.
She took a left onto a side street, recognized her old neighborhood, and minutes later found her old address. She stared at the two-story house built on the ashes of the old place. It was painted a dark blue with black shutters and a bright-yellow front door. The house had a wide covered porch perfect for kicking snow off boots on a cold winter day.
There was no garden, but the green grass was neatly cut and peppered with pine cones from a middling ponderosa pine. The wide driveway held three cars, including a four-door Ford, a late-model red truck, and a hard-top Jeep. The license plates were from Idaho, California, and Texas, suggesting this was still student housing.
She closed her eyes and recalled the cute yellow house that Ann’s parents had secured for them. Excitement had rolled through her as she thought about living in a real house and not an apartment.
Opening her eyes, she shifted her focus to the neighboring houses on the street. Gideon and Clarke had lived at the end of the block in the brick rancher. God, that had been a fun year.
As she stared at the rancher, a memory flashed. It was January of her senior year, snowing and cold as hell.
Joan was walking home from the rancher, where she had been partying with Gideon, Ann, and Clarke. She could have stayed the night, as Ann had, but she was on the schedule for an early shift at the diner the next day and knew she needed to get some sleep.
Still intoxicated, she left a sleeping Gideon to make her way home. Per usual, she was not dressed for the extreme Montana cold or the never-ending wind cutting through her jacket and stripping her of all warmth. She lost her bearings in the near whiteout, tripped over something on the sidewalk, and did a header into a pile of snow.
Disoriented, she pushed to her hands and knees. Her fingers were numb, and her teeth chattered. Where the hell was her house? Ann had warned her about this unforgiving land, but she thought that after three Montana winters, she could handle a short walk.
Snowflakes fell on her head, soaking her thick green yarn hat, dampening her hair, and drenching her jacket in liquid ice. Shit. Where was her house?
She tried to stand, but her feet were so cold they barely worked. Ray was going to be notified that she had died drunk in a snowbank. And he would shake his head and tell everyone he had tried his best.
Strong hands grabbed her by the shoulders and hauled her wet, cold, and weak body to her feet. She stumbled and