becomes needy once again.
That need, however, doesn’t supersede his. I’ll show him that today. The sounds of pleasure that come from him make me take him deeper, moving faster, using my tongue to explore the veins and ridges. I love the taste of him, and I love the way he groans and growls.
“I love you, Nikki, fucking love you,” he stammers, then thrusts into my mouth.
His hands cup my breasts, his fingers pinching my hard and aching nipples, my mouth around his dick. I whimper.
He pulls out of my mouth abruptly. “Don’t want to come in your mouth for the first time on Christmas.”
Grabbing his dick, I shake my head no. “I want this.”
And I do. I want to be on my knees in front of him like he was with me when he proposed. That very same position to show him I desire him, need him, love him as much as he does me.
“I won’t deny you.”
I slide out of bed, my feet on the floor, and kneel. He walks over, and I grab his hard, enormous shaft in my hand, swipe my tongue across its broad head, and then watch as he tilts his head back, a growl escaping his lips.
Stroking him gently, I watch his nostrils flare and his jaw clench as he bites down hard. His lips separate, and his teeth are slightly bared. The muscles in his jaw flex, and so, too, do my insides.
It’s so raw—his response to my touch, almost animalistic. And I am so turned on by his show of emotion, his need, his desire from this position, on my knees in front of him.
I kiss and lick his head again and am rewarded with more of his raw and sexy sounds.
“Fuck!” he growls.
I lightly skim my tongue across his erection to his inner thigh, where I suck again. His erection twitches, and he fists my hair.
“Jesus, Red,” he growls.
Taking his shaft in my hands, I stroke him as I lightly flick my tongue along his wide, throbbing tip.
“Love.” He praises as a deep, guttural sound escapes his chest.
I crawl my free hand up his leg to cup him as I continue sucking up and down his length. I lick down him, tonguing the bulging veins running down the full length of him, and he grips my hair more forcefully.
He hisses.
I suck harder as he thrusts into my mouth, causing me to gag slightly.
He looks down almost apologetically.
I reach behind him and grab his rock-hard ass, pulling him closer.
“You suck me so fucking good,” he growls.
His words cause me to burn hotter deep inside, turning me on further.
I pull back and flick my tongue across his head again, wanting to taste more of him, more of his cum.
Hollowing my cheeks, I go down harder, faster.
“Fuuccckkk … gotta stop, Love.”
I shake my head furiously, his cock expanding further in my mouth.
He hisses as the first hot, thick burst hits the back of my throat, and I moan in delight.
He groans as I pump him and feel him twitch again. Then I suck hard down his length, cleaning him as he tries to regain control of his breath.
Raff and I sit cuddled on the couch in front of the roaring fireplace, waiting for a decent hour to start playing the Christmas playlist Nate and I had compiled for this very occasion.
“I already knew I was head up my arse in love with you before Thanksgiving when my family came to town. But I gotta tell you, Nikki, never did I think it could be even more, and it just keeps getting stronger every damn day.”
I lift my head from his chest and look up at him. “Was it the blow job?”
His chest vibrates in a silent chuckle as he looks down at me and his grip on my ass tightens. “Smart arse.”
“The signs reminding us of how we should act regardless of all that’s going on around us?”
He laughs softly as he kisses the top of my head.
“It’s you, and it’s me, and it’s the ability to love each other the way we do regardless of what’s going on around us. I know without a doubt the market could crash, and we could be living in a cardboard box, eating out of tin cans, and none of what we are would diminish in the slightest. The fucking sky could fall, the light completely becoming void, and I’d still see your smile. You and Nathaniel would still be talking books and adding to lists of traditions to celebrate as a family, and I would be thanking God that I found you. I’ve become truly thankful and grateful, merry and bright, and blessed beyond comprehension.”
“I feel the same. Like everything that had happened before I met you was so I could see the truth in all those things. Love truly does conquer all.”
He gives me a kiss, and when he pulls away, he presses his forehead to mine. “Merry Christmas, Love.”
“The merriest and brightest Christmas of all.”
### The End ###
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Jessica Ruben lives and works in New York City, where she spends her days dominating in the court room as an attorney.
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Jessica is an insatiable reader, and will devour a few books a week without batting an eyelash. Books have always been her drug of choice, and she has no plans on detox anytime soon. She has three wildly delicious children and a husband who, for reasons unimaginable to her, loves her brand of crazy.
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