flash back to our playful revenge on Bradley at her building gym the other night. Sure, Charlotte got a kick out of the show we staged for her ex, but that kiss on the treadmill to make him jealous was nothing compared to what she just finessed for me. She keeps saving me, again and again.
My heart trips over itself in a race to get closer to her.
Something is happening. Something strange and completely foreign. My heart is speaking a language I don’t understand as it tries to fling itself at Charlotte.
Great. Now, that’s two organs I have to do battle with every day.
* * *
When it’s time for the show, my father commandeers my attention on the brief walk across Forty-fourth Street to the Shubert Theater entrance.
“Everything okay?”
“Absolutely fine,” I reply, because the last thing I want is for him to worry. A cab screeches by, spewing out exhaust, then slams on its brakes at the red light. “The reporter was annoying, but nothing I haven’t heard before.”
My dad shakes his head. “I meant with Charlotte. Everything okay with her?”
“She’s fine,” I answer with a smile, glad that my dad cares more about the woman than the story.
He points to Charlotte, walking several feet ahead of us with the others. “You two are perfect for each other. Don’t know why I didn’t see it before, but now as I see you together, it’s like it was right in front of me all along.”
Like a hawk swooping down from the sky, the guilt returns. This time it plants claws in my chest, settling in for a long stay. I shove my hand through my dark hair. My father is going to be so disappointed when Charlotte and I break up. “You’re such a hopeless romantic,” I say.
He laughs as we slow our pace when we near the crowds milling outside the brightly lit marquee. “That’s why I run a jewelry store.”
“Not much longer, though,” I point out playfully. “You’re a free man soon.”
“I know.” He sighs, a wistful note in the sound. “I’ll miss it.”
“You’ll be happy to be retired, though.”
He nods several times, as if he’s bucking himself up. “I’ll be happy to spend more time with your mom. She’s the center of my world. Like Charlotte is for you,” he says, clapping me on the back.
Yeah, weirdness. It’s happening now for sure.
CHAPTER TWENTY
The usher seats us.
Charlotte crosses her arms, and heaves a sigh.
“You doing okay?”
She nods. Her lips form a straight line.
“You sure? Because if I were a betting man I’d say you’re pissed.”
“I’m fine.”
I arch an eyebrow skeptically. “Are you sure nothing’s wrong?”
“Nothing’s wrong.” She uncrosses her arms, grabs my shirt sleeve, and shifts gears instantly. “When are we going to make a voodoo doll for that reporter?”
I pretend to stare thoughtfully in the distance. “Let’s see. I’ve got that on the calendar for tomorrow at three. That still work?”
She nods vigorously. “You bring the pins; I’ll get the cloth.”
“Excellent. I’ll find an instructional video on YouTube so we can do it up right.”
She beams, then whispers to me as the overture begins, “I hated those questions.”
“He was trying to play hardball, and it’s such a pointless topic. You did great though.”
“They were embarrassing,” she says, then beckons me closer as fiddle notes carry across the audience. “Do you think he’s onto us?”
“It felt that way, but I think he was just lobbing questions to see which stuck.”
“Did you like my final answer, though?”
Like it? I loved what she said about things happening quickly. More than I should. “It was fantastic.”
“I did good with that one, didn’t I?” she says, blowing on her fingers like she’s too hot to handle.
My heart plummets, then craters to the floor. That sinking feeling comes with the recognition that I wanted some truth to what she said. I wanted something in it to be real.
“It was thoroughly believable,” I say, managing a smile that is fake, and her answer is a reminder that even though for some unknown reason I don’t want this to end, Charlotte is over and out in four more days.
She’ll be done, but I’ll want to keep this up.
The first number begins, and I think—no, I’m sure—that this is officially my least favorite time at a musical, ever. Watching it hurts.
* * *
Charlotte is quiet as we wander through Times Square, having said good night to my parents and the Offermans. We thread our way through the crazy crowds in the glitzy neon of Manhattan’s famous sardine