it could have been any Islamic country, but again, not if I threw Mun into the equation. True, I didn’t know where Mun had been for all of these years. I knew where he and I had been, though, and it wasn’t a cosmic coincidence that he had suddenly appeared and wanted to talk over “old times” with me. Or that he had showed up just after someone had delivered an Israeli or a Swiss Jew, or whatever Jenö was, on our doorstep. If I had to choose, I’d choose circular logic over cosmic coincidence.
This is how I get when I start to lean, even when I know it would be better to assume things are unconnected. I looked, I swept, I dug into the woman’s background, but there wasn’t a lot of information about her where there should have been, and every time I found a gap, even a little one, I leaned a little more. She was dead. People had a habit of doing that, and afterward, there were always gaps. Some gaps are natural. That’s how people live their lives—gaps, empty places, silences. But not like what this woman left behind.
I had no description of where she’d been when she died, or what time of day it was, or what color clothes she was wearing, or which way her legs crumpled when she hit the ground for the last time, assuming she’d been standing just then, at that moment. If I knew some of that, I might have some sense of where to start filling the gaps. So I dug into holes that already existed, and swept small voids into bigger ones. That’s when it hit me, the pattern. Someone had given us this assignment, and then nothing. No pressure to finish the report. None. Mun had showed up out of nowhere, then disappeared again. No more contact. The special section had paid us two visits, and then they were off our backs. Not even a phone call. Gears were turning somewhere and then getting stuck. Not my business why, and as far as I could see, Pak didn’t think it was his business, either.
To my surprise, it didn’t turn out to be such a bad way to spend the end of the old year and the first weeks of the new one, poking around files, gathering odd facts, staring into the blank spots in the dead woman’s life. There wasn’t much else to do, and I wasn’t in the mood to do nothing. The folder I was supposed to be assembling was still on the thin side, and I was wondering how to make it appear fatter one morning when Pak walked in and dropped some orders on my desk. Normally, he says something when he gives me a set of orders. This time, he walked out again without saying a word. Not happy, I thought as I tore open the envelope.
I read the paper three times before the thought formed clearly in my mind: crazy. I was to go to Beijing to meet Jenö at the airport and escort him back to Pyongyang. It was beyond comprehension, given the thinly veiled—nearly naked, actually—threats from the Man with Three Fingers about how we shouldn’t have let Jenö out of the country to begin with. The man had barely got out, and now I was supposed to fetch him back? I walked over to Pak’s office and stuck my head in.
“Just do it.” He said without looking up. “Don’t ask me what is going on. I don’t have a clue.”
4
At the Beijing airport, Jenö smiled and followed me onto the plane. Considering the run-in we’d had in Pak’s office with the special section, the man seemed unnaturally calm, even for him. There wasn’t a drop of tension evident in his bearing, no cloud of concern on his brow, no spark of apprehension in his eyes. Someone watching us—and for sure there was someone watching us—would have thought I was more nervous than he was. Neither of us spoke for a while after takeoff. Finally, he looked out the window as the plane banked and the view opened up in a break in the clouds. “More snow than before, a lot more. January must be a bad month here, and it’s not even half over.” He pointed and his finger tapped the oblong window. “See that?” I leaned over his shoulder. “That’s the plane’s shadow playing across the ground. The snow is an odd color, isn’t it? Looks